I have been regularly chatting online with a counselor (a licensed clinical social worker) on Faithful Counseling (the Christian auxiliary of Betterhelp) since January 2018. She is pretty good -- sympathetic and resourceful. Of course, she does not want me to ctb, but I don't want to ctb just yet (I gotta get that novel finished and published, as well as outlive my mom). I would pay to see my counselor in person if that were possible, but she (although she is licensed to practice in my state) lives on the other side of the country. My main problem with my counselor is that she gets ill fairly often and has to reschedule our weekly chats. Also, the regular price for Faithful Counseling is $135 a month, but I get it reduced to $84 a month because of my low income. (I have to apply for financial aid every month.)