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farawaystar

farawaystar

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Mar 16, 2026
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I have BPD. I'm ending things in a week. I'm going to jump from a very high bridge. Before that, I just want one person — someone who really understands. Someone with BPD, preferably. Someone who knows what it's like to feel empty and impulsive.

I don't want advice. I don't want to be saved. I just want to talk. About life. About what we've done. What we love. What we hate. What we've been through.

I've spent so much time feeling alone with this. I don't want to leave without having at least one real conversation with someone like me.

If that's you, please reach out.
 
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peewee

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Oct 16, 2025
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I don't have BPD. I do have adhd and ptsd though, sure there are many cross overs, I will likely be leaving soon too. I'm sorry your here, I understand how you feel
 
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fightclub17

fightclub17

Hopefully ctb on the 9th of April
Mar 3, 2026
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I woule advise against jumping unless you want to live the same life while crippled.
 
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Liebestod

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I’m going to die in 2026 (2006-2026) 🔜
Mar 15, 2025
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I woule advise against jumping unless you want to live the same life while crippled.
It really depends how high they would be jumping from, otherwise I agree.
 
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fightclub17

Hopefully ctb on the 9th of April
Mar 3, 2026
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It really depends how high they would be jumping from, otherwise I agree.
People have survived great heights. The kind of damage in comparision to other methods is far worse with jumping.
 
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farawaystar

farawaystar

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Mar 16, 2026
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أنا لا أعاني من الاضطرابات الشخصية الحدية. لكني أعاني من اضطراب فرط الحركة ونقص التركيز والاضطراب ما بعد الصدمة، وبالتأكيد هناك العديد من الحالات المختلفة المشتركة. ربما ستغادر دائما أيضا. أنا آسفك هنا، وأفهمك.

لقد نجا الناس من ارتفاعات شاهقة. إن نوع الضرر الناتج عن القفز، مقارنةً بالطرق الأخرى، أسوأ بكثير.

People have survived great heights. The kind of damage in comparision to other methods is far worse with jumping.
45 meters is enough to kill an elephant. I promise you that.
 
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Zvetok26

Zvetok26

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Jun 7, 2022
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I don't have BPD, so I'll only wish you peace :heart: May you find whatever you are seeking
 
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Matchaaa

Matchaaa

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Dec 10, 2025
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I wishing you all the best.
whatever decision you make,I hope you relief and freedom.
 
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fightclub17

fightclub17

Hopefully ctb on the 9th of April
Mar 3, 2026
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45 meters is enough to kill an elephant. I promise you that.
The heavier you are the faster you fall and the more damaging the impact, so an elephant would be more likely to die in comparison to an ant falling that height. Nonetheless, people have survived falling from planes and I just don't think the risk of surviving disabled is worth it imo.
 
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farawaystar

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The heavier you are the faster you fall and the more damaging the impact, so an elephant would be more likely to die in comparison to an ant falling that height. Nonetheless, people have survived falling from planes and I just don't think the risk of surviving disabled is worth it imo.
I'll make sure I land on my head, so I'm certain about my method. Falling onto asphalt is certain and guaranteed, especially late at night when there's less chance of anyone finding me. You'll die within minutes.
 

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