Venting One more time

[tasmaka]

Again and again,
Sick of getting drunk and wanting to call the man I love just to talk.

Doesnt ever matter, i never matter, it nveer does

i want to go now, if i have an endless sleep tonight idcx

Im sick of this
Idc if its pathetic my only form of affection from anyone comes from a man im dating , Its something, if its pathetic than Im just a dumb dog, Im tired of this constant cycle I go through

Wishing and hoping for my recovery and happiness is getting tiring, Im tired

Hate to be a loser
I yearn

I yearn for someone who cares
Even if thats selfish