Meds were giving me insomnia and couldn't take them last night and now I'm back! I'm not going off them for good but for some reason I feel glad to be suicidal again.
Almost like being less suicidal forced me to try and come up with solutions to problems I'm dealing with which will be difficult to solve. I don't want to have to try so hard at everything anymore. I hate my appearance, my personality, and lack of achievement. If it's a life worth fighting for, it's not for my sake - it's for other people who count on me.
Almost like being less suicidal forced me to try and come up with solutions to problems I'm dealing with which will be difficult to solve. I don't want to have to try so hard at everything anymore. I hate my appearance, my personality, and lack of achievement. If it's a life worth fighting for, it's not for my sake - it's for other people who count on me.
