On the wagon sort of

[attell2]

Just quit drinking again after a long bender, back on anti depressants and trying to make myself do something. Would still be really happy to die if it were easier to do it. Never asked to be here and can't leave, what a joke. There's no point in me posting this, just glad this community is here.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Just quit drinking again after a long bender, back on anti depressants and trying to make myself do something. Would still be really happy to die if it were easier to do it. Never asked to be here and can't leave, what a joke. There's no point in me posting this, just glad this community is here.

I've battled those demons myself for some time. I'm glad you're trying to improve yourself and considering recovery. We're all here for you and wishing you the best!