Okay? How is your evening and how are you

[orlandom]

Okay? How is your evening and how are you

I'm thinking of leaving tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. I am very tired. But as I promised earlier. I will not give the exact date until I have had a glass. These are just thoughts ... Maybe in a month ... Describe your condition ... How are you? How is your evening mood? How do you feel?




"
Late evening from the window in the kitchen shadows light up the light
No matter how hard I tried to understand people, I'm tired, father
I met many on my way - all different
Everyone here has his own truth, his own God and his own color
But how to live right, I never found the answer
Remember, there are two types of people:
Some are ready to tear this world to the bone
They walk over their heads, sparing no nails
The devil will be justified, just to ride the target
There are two types of people:
Others will never be left in the lurch
Standing up for conscience, standing up for honor
Be careful not to be torn between them, youth
In the dark, a star fell over the horizon
But what if everyone needs a different approach?
After all, this one seemed to lie, but he repented right after
This one seemed to be stealing, but he corrected himself at the moment
This one, in appearance, was impudent, did not give a damn about everyone, but if you talk - normal in private ..."

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Looks like I bought the wrong ratchet strap, but I found the sweet spot with fingers and small, hard objects. Could be useful if I go for partial or, of course, NN. Night-night is apparently very difficult but if I can figure that shit out I have an easy exit available. I'm not even scared of becoming a vegetable anymore, I basically am a vegetable at this point in every way but physical.

 

[orlandom]

Looks like I bought the wrong ratchet strap, but I found the sweet spot with fingers and small, hard objects. Could be useful if I go for partial or, of course, NN. Night-night is apparently very difficult but if I can figure that shit out I have an easy exit available. I'm not even scared of becoming a vegetable anymore, I basically am a vegetable at this point in every way but physical.

Bro, I hope you don't drink for the second day in a row. Yesterday was probably enough? ... Says the one who drinks in depression every day ...

 

[Rue89]

I'm feeling very anxious, which I pretty much always am. I'm thinking about a ctb date soon and I have a lot of anxiety about that.

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm exhausted. Been teaching for almost 8 hours in a row today.
Now, it's time to relax while thinking about ctb, as usual.

 

[Aeathelina]

Feeling odd. Kinda resolved and equally hollow. Just really ready to get off this mortal coil

 

[Wayfaerer]

It's been bad. I'm doing very bad.

 

[Meditation guide]

I just wonder why you keep making these posts that have nothing to do with suicide?

 

[GarageKarate07]

I'm exhausted. Been teaching for almost 8 hours in a row today.
Now, it's time to relax while thinking about ctb, as usual.

What were you teaching?

Looks like I bought the wrong ratchet strap, but I found the sweet spot with fingers and small, hard objects. Could be useful if I go for partial or, of course, NN. Night-night is apparently very difficult but if I can figure that shit out I have an easy exit available. I'm not even scared of becoming a vegetable anymore, I basically am a vegetable at this point in every way but physical.

That's what I thought about the bean bags also. The wedded up socks and bean bags and all of that seemed way too "soft" for the pressure needed. Plus the bean bags are too big. Now maybe folded squares of duct tape could work. You can cut them into any shape that fits the space better and you could contour it around your trachea but still over your vienes.

 

[EDMisgood]

Feels like shit

 

[WornOutLife]

What were you teaching?

I teach English and Spanish! It can be exhausting but I really enjoy it. I literally can't do any other kind of work lol

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Bro, I hope you don't drink for the second day in a row. Yesterday was probably enough? ... Says the one who drinks in depression every day ...

No bro, it's too expensive for me to drink often and I don't like it that much. Same as with smoking I just do it on rare occasions when I need to change things up in order to not have the same ruminations over and over.