Lastdays
Not so clever girl
- Jun 8, 2018
- 24
Today pick up month's worth of klonopin. Tonight I'm going to see a friend's band, near a bridge notorious for jumpers (but unprotected). If I can't go through with that (hoping some pills will make me loose), then Monday morning I can go buy nitrogen and necessary bits (gas stores closed on weekends). Absolute worst case, sodium nitrite arriving Thursday.
I just have to be strong and keep myself numb until it's done. I can't take it any more. And I can't be stupid and lazy again. I still feel logy from all those pills Wednesday night. This is like any other project. Plan for success.
I just have to be strong and keep myself numb until it's done. I can't take it any more. And I can't be stupid and lazy again. I still feel logy from all those pills Wednesday night. This is like any other project. Plan for success.