Offered painless way to die would you do it right now?

[PaxAmerica]

I think if there was a way that guaranteed CTB and was painless I would do it right now. I am at 10 on the scale and were it not for fear of CTBing and of hurting loved ones I would have done it. A quick painless death would not prevent pain to loved ones of course.

How do others feel?

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, I think so. I have been on this earth for far too long. Non existence is what I want, freedom from the burden of existence.

 

[BloodyNobody]

Absolutely, if only :(

 

[ClosetGoth]

Absolutely. I'm done with life but am too cowardly to get out now. Today I saw some possibilities

 

[Roadkill]

Yes, I would do it this very second

 

[ClosetGoth]

And me. Right now

 

[Fehler]

If there was the option that looked like an accident, then yes. But not for now (as long as I have SN in hand).

 

[BrokenLine]

Yes, After a lifetime of shit the people it may hurt are the cause of most of it.

 

[puppet_nihilist]

Instantly, without second thoughts, without any hesitation. I would do it given the guarantee that it'll kill me.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Yeah boiiii

 

[narval]

If it's fast and absolutely lethal and painless? yes of course. Without doubt.

 

[Snake of Eden]

Yes. Preferably not through suicide.

 

[PaxAmerica]

Absolutely. I'm done with life but am too cowardly to get out now. Today I saw some possibilities

I feel for you. What possibilities did you see?

Yes. Preferably not through suicide.

What do you mean Zero

 

[GoneAndForgotten]

Absolutely, I'm just waiting for my sn to arrive and then I'm gone, if I had the opportunity I'd take it right this second

 

[CiproKilledMe]

God yes. I wish I'd have researched & planned ahead better in order to acquire myself a nitrogen tank. I wouldn't be afraid of that method in the least (unlike what I'm gonna have to do).

 

[sadbadpsychogirl]

no there are certain things i'm waiting for. after that comes through i'm def good to go

 

[PaxAmerica]

God yes. I wish I'd have researched & planned ahead better in order to acquire myself a nitrogen tank. I wouldn't be afraid of that method in the least (unlike what I'm gonna have to do).

What have you got planned?

 

[Promortalist_]

yes, lol in a heartbeat. This society is too much for me to handle.

 

[PaxAmerica]

yes, lol in a heartbeat. This society is too much for me to handle.

People are fake for the most part, for sure

 

[cantseethelight]

Yes without doubt. Or at the very least if keep it my pocket so I knew I could go at any moment.

 

[logan]

Yes, just go to sleep peacefully and not wake up again - I'd be there in a heartbeat!

 

[PaxAmerica]

Soemone hurt me so badly. A professional I trusted. I feel I could kill myself right now. Its just so hard to actually do.

 

[peacefulhorizons]

Absolutely. Every day is a painful existence.

 

[cantseethelight]

Soemone hurt me so badly. A professional I trusted. I feel I could kill myself right now. Its just so hard to actually do.

I'm super sorry to hear that, they had no right to abuse their power and they should pay for it.
Don't let them take your light away.
Are you able to atleast report it or make it known to some level of authority? it may give you some reprieve or possibly stop them from doing it again.

 

[PaxAmerica]

I'm super sorry to hear that, they had no right to abuse their power and they should pay for it.
Don't let them take your light away.
Are you able to atleast report it or make it known to some level of authority? it may give you some reprieve or possibly stop them from doing it again.

Did all i could but they were a solicitor, gave bad advize, accessed , my email and deleted their mistake. I lost loads and no one is going to believe me. Its like a movie where things just went wrong in the perfect order. I have no way to put it right. Thats why I have to go.
Thanx anyway. Anyone else got a response as I am really curious

 

[logan]

Did all i could but they were a solicitor, gave bad advize, accessed , my email and deleted their mistake. I lost loads and no one is going to believe me. Its like a movie where things just went wrong in the perfect order. I have no way to put it right. Thats why I have to go.
Thanx anyway. Anyone else got a response as I am really curious

I understand your pain.

But that is no reason to end your life ...

 

[PaxAmerica]

I understand your pain.

But that is no reason to end your life

I look back at events. How I was vulnerable and trusted the lawyer to act in our interest. He didnt know the law and cost us a lot. I actually thanked him for his work at the time unaware he had been making up records and deleting my emails. I will never be able to prove it. I ruminate on each moment every day.

 

[logan]

I look back at events. How I was vulnerable and trusted the lawyer to act in our interest. He didnt know the law and cost us a lot. I actually thanked him for his work at the time unaware he had been making up records and deleting my emails. I will never be able to prove it. I ruminate on each moment every day.

I understand that.
But please don't throw your life away because of it.
In a few years, you will certainly still think about it, but you won't want to take your life because of it.

 

[Life sucks]

Yes, absolutely, without thinking. I'm only stuck because of lack of method.

 

[PaxAmerica]

I understand that.
But please don't throw your life away because of it.
In a few years, you will certainly still think about it, but you won't want to take your life because of it.

Thanx Logan. But the whole episode has drained me emotionally. I am a very sensitive person by nature and this betrayal just hit me too hard. No matter what I do my mind just replays all the events.