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Ame

Ame

あめ
Nov 1, 2019
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It's probably more accurate to say that I am obsessed with CTB and since SN is my "bus ticket" of choice, naturally my obsession would include SN. I have been a member for a little more than two months now which is longer than I had anticipated to be perfectly honest - I feel guilty for still being here and in that time I have read quite a bit on SN as well as methemoglobinemia, and the various ancillary medications mentioned in the "SN Regime". Being suicidal, I imagine the process a lot, how I would do it, the taste, the sensations. I've also noticed that I zero in SN in food ingredient lists, which is something that I never really bothered to do before.

SN as an acronym, is used other situations and a couple of days ago, I read a tweet from a friend in which she discussed a game. A portion of the game's title is shortened to SN and so I panicked for a bit (since coming here, I've sort of been projecting my thoughts onto other people and assuming that everyone is secretly set on CTB...but that is a story for another thread).

On second thought, I have obviously been attending to SN more in my day to day life.

I'm actually really salty
drum set rim shot about how difficult it is to procure SN in my country but I'll have to make it work.
 
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hershberger

hershberger

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Dec 28, 2019
129
I found this site - and I don't even remember how! - after endless searches regarding N and other things. I haven't ordered SN or any of the other stuff in the Stan process, but I can't tell you how oddly happy I am that SN exists, and that all of you are here.
 
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