I refuse to talk to pro lifers, and because legally talking to mental health practitioners can get me locked up. If i cannot be in a space where people respect my decisions and punish me for them I simply will not discuss. I will withdraw and go out in the night, probably never being hear from again. Sites like these have let me put it off for a little while, but therapists/counselors would drive me to extremes to have my suicide. (yes i am willing to go to extreme lengths to suicide.