Method NYC, looking to cbt. Tried partial but panicked right away.

[Proteo997]

I tried partial yesterday and panicked right away. Not even close to pass out. Looking into jumping from my building roof 6 story, private but afraid is too low.
Anyone can recommend where to get opioids or Ghb? Would be peaceful, hotel room and don't want to traumatize my husband.
Fishrain3469 can you pm me ?

 

[FishRain3469]

It's not letting me, I think you have to make a certain # of posts or something? Idk exactly how it works.

Does it say anything under your profile about ... private conversation or private chat? That's usually how I message people on here

 

[Proteo997]

I don't think I have permission to message others yet. How do I go about that ?

 

[FishRain3469]

I guess you have to make so many posts or replies before it's enabled. Not sure exactly how it works.... I'm sure somebody can chime in who has a better understanding.

 

[Proteo997]

I guess you have to make so many posts or replies before it's enabled. Not sure exactly how it works.... I'm sure somebody can chime in who has a better understanding.

I'll try that

 

[Droso]

I don't think I have permission to message others yet. How do I go about that ?

I think you have to keep interacting in threads. The set number of posts you send to gain perms is not known by members though. The mods leave it a secret to prevent spam/potential bad actors.

 

[StrugglingSienna]

Do not even think about trying to jump 6 stories. Far too low to guarantee success.

 

[Proteo997]

Do not even think about trying to jump 6 stories. Far too low to guarantee success.

I thought it would be ok trying to land head first. I read previous posts here about that height but tbh I'm desperate