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monetpompo

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i only felt dizzy for about a second. i'm still wondering if it's working. i feel like throwing up made it so that it'll die slower if i do have
methemoglobinemia

I could just use a plug then?
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i only felt dizzy for about a second. i'm still wondering if it's working. i feel like throwing up mad it so that it'll die slower if i do have methemoglobinemia
... it can take a few hours . Take your time and try to not do a lot. You have a chance of falling ... I fell last time I took sn and I hurt myself when I did.
I could just use a plug then?
You could....
 
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feeling tired and have shortness of breath while walking home. my stomscch hurts a bit from drinking the benzocaine. my mouth keeps drooling and i have a lot of saliva. i'm mostly going back home because i got puke on my clothes and i'd feel like i'd be cold if i stayed outside waiting out the symptoms. i want to lay down at home
 
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feeling tired and have shortness of breath while walking home. my stomscch hurts a bit from drinking the benzocaine. my mouth keeps drooling and i have a lot of saliva. i'm mostly going back home because i got puke on my clothes and i'd feel like i'd be cold if i stayed outside waiting out the symptoms. i want to lay down at home
have a safe walk home 💗 i hope you're able to lay down
 
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i vomited into a plastic bag after getting home. i feel really sick. the minty taste in my mouth is makinv me nauseous. i feel dizzy if i stand up right. when i try to puke nothing comes out. i'm going to try to brush my teeth and wash my mouth to try and get rid of the taste. i'm worried my attempt failed.
 
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i vomited into a plastic bag after getting home. i feel really sick. the minty taste in my mouth is makinv me nauseous. i feel dizzy if i stand up right. when i try to puke nothing comes out.
Keep a look on your skin color ...
 
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Keep a look on your skin color ...
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hands are normal. i feel like the vertigo is just caused by being nauseous or dehydrated. i've never felt this dizzy before though, so i can't tell. i still look normal even though i drank so much benzocaine. i'll have to wait out tonight. i'm nervous that my attempt failed completely and i'll have to try again later. i think that my body still absorbed the benzocaine. i thought about buying more bottles after this but it's pretty hard to drink 4. i think that 4 bottles isn't enough, because you get more benzocaine with the powder. if it was working, i feel like i would be experiencing more physical symptoms. i still feel very dizzy when i stand upright
 
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hands are normal. i feel like the vertigo is just caused by being nauseous or dehydrated. i've never felt this dizzy before though, so i can't tell. i still look normal even though i drank so much benzocaine. i'll have to wait out tonight. i'm nervous that my attempt failed completely and i'll have to try again later. i think that my body still absorbed the benzocaine. i thought about buying more bottles after this but it's pretty hard to drink 4. i think that 4 bottles isn't enough, because you get more benzocaine with the powder. if it was working, i feel like i would be experiencing more physical symptoms. i still feel very dizzy when i stand upright
The tips of your fingers are pale but yes I think you might be right. I think you may have puked up most of the benzocaine.
 
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The tips of your fingers are pale but yes I think you might be right. I think you may have puked up most of the benzocaine.
yeah, the tips probably from the cold. i feel bad that i didn't have any results to bring to the thread. me vomiting earlier happened very fast. i puked almost all the water i drank and probably the benzocaine along with it. i don't know if i'd try again because i feel like the same thing would happen. i didn't expect myself to throw up so much. drinking more benzocaine kept activating my gag reflex. i doubt i even need to go to the hospital, since i don't think anything would show up.

before i threw up, it really felt like it was working. i felt dizzy, lightheaded, and tired. the powder is probably more efficient and easier to go through with, because even if you throw up i think it'll be absorbed into your body the way sn does. in sn videos, i see people throw up all the time but still die. with this lower dose and small bottles it seems hard to vomit without failing the attempt.
 
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yeah, the tips probably from the cold. i feel bad that i didn't have any results to bring to the thread. me vomiting earlier happened very fast. i puked almost all the water i drank and probably the benzocaine along with it. i don't know if i'd try again because i feel like the same thing would happen. i didn't expect myself to throw up so much. drinking more benzocaine kept activating my gag reflex. i doubt i even need to go to the hospital, since i don't think anything would show up.
Well at least we learned that you shouldn't mix it with water. Ctb can be a trial and error type thing ... a lot of people don't understand that sadly. If you feel any worse later or notice any changes let me know.
@monetpompo
Cyanosis can be delayed and the blood can look like its still oxygenated when it isn't actually.
This now comes to timing. Symptoms can worsen hours later, not immediately. People have walked around, talked, gone home, then crashed once the methemoglobin level kept rising. Vomiting helps reduce further absorption, but it does nothing for what has already crossed into the bloodstream.

If you experience:
Worsening dizziness or weakness
Shortness of breath or air hunger
Gray, blue, or pale skin or lips
Chest pain, rapid heart rate
Confusion, agitation, unusual sleepiness
Headache that keeps intensifying...
It means it's working.
 
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i don't think that benzocaine is that painful, but maybe it would be painful in higher doses. the worst part is mostly throwing up so much lol. so i would recommend the 25g powder method because you have a bigger likelihood of succeeding. the slight burn in my throat after drinking it wasn't very bad, it just made me feel like my throat was scratchy afterwards. the chest pain or shortness of breath wasn't bad either. my throat still hurts after drinking it. i'll tell you if i have anymore symptoms later but i doubt it. thanks for telling me what i should look out for.
 
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i don't think that benzocaine is that painful, but maybe it would be painful in higher doses. the worst part is mostly throwing up so much lol. so i would recommend the 25g powder method because you have a bigger likelihood of succeeding. the slight burn in my throat after drinking it wasn't very bad, it just made me feel like my throat was scratchy afterwards. the chest pain or shortness of breath wasn't bad either. my throat still hurts after drinking it. i'll tell you if i have anymore symptoms later but i doubt it. thanks for telling me what i should look out for.

From my observations of what happened from what you told me ...
You puked early, which limited how much was absorbed. Diluting it with water likely slowed absorption instead of dumping it all into the system at once. People metabolize benzocaine very differently, so your body may not have converted much of it into methemoglobin. You probably stayed just under the threshold where things worsen. And timing still matters. Benzocaine can worsen later, so if you feel fine now that doesn't mean that it's over.
 
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This sounds like an interesting method. I would message you about it but I don't know how
 
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You need to interact a bit more so you can privately message
I think the benzocaine powder option sounds like an idea. 25g you said with alcohol (vodka?)
I wonder how accessible it really is without fake products or interventions (sorry for so many questions, I read the forum but I am not the best reader)
 
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I think the benzocaine powder option sounds like an idea. 25g you said with alcohol (vodka?)
I wonder how accessible it really is without fake products or interventions (sorry for so many questions, I read the forum but I am not the best reader)
i was able to source 99 percent pure with prime shipping 👍 thanks bezos
 
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I think the benzocaine powder option sounds like an idea. 25g you said with alcohol (vodka?)
I wonder how accessible it really is without fake products or interventions (sorry for so many questions, I read the forum but I am not the best reader)
The idea of how to take it is tobmix it with vodka and take it down like a shot. It's... actually widely available atm
i don't think that benzocaine is that painful, but maybe it would be painful in higher doses. the worst part is mostly throwing up so much lol. so i would recommend the 25g powder method because you have a bigger likelihood of succeeding. the slight burn in my throat after drinking it wasn't very bad, it just made me feel like my throat was scratchy afterwards. the chest pain or shortness of breath wasn't bad either. my throat still hurts after drinking it. i'll tell you if i have anymore symptoms later but i doubt it. thanks for telling me what i should look out for.
Are you doing alright?
 
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In all seriousness, it takes a lot of guts to be a lab rat for such an untested method. From what you described, it seems like you went through some symptoms as well (paleness?, dizziness, nausea, vomiting).
 
Jisatsu

Jisatsu

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In all seriousness, it takes a lot of guts to be a lab rat for such an untested method. From what you described, it seems like you went through some symptoms as well (paleness?, dizziness, nausea, vomiting).
It causes methemoglobinemia in high amounts similar to sn and kn.

I'm honestly wondering if they fell asleep or if extra symptoms snuck up on them.
 
Goyasan

Goyasan

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In all seriousness, it takes a lot of guts to be a lab rat for such an untested method. From what you described, it seems like you went through some symptoms as well (paleness?, dizziness, nausea, vomiting).
It causes methemoglobinemia in high amounts similar to sn and kn.

I'm honestly wondering if they fell asleep or if extra symptoms snuck up on them.
This definitely confirmed a few hunches I had, at least we have some decent viable proof that Benzocaine can work. There just needs to be refined protocol that better ensures its effect, process, and lethality.
 
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