Method Numbing Oral Sprays/A alternative to SN and KN?

[vyvanceandvodka]

nervous about being seen. i'm under some dead trees in the dark. i don't think anyone will come looking for me. i just took 3 ibuprofen and drank some liquid dph as an antiemetic. going to pour the benzocaine in a cup with some water. i'm eating a caramel hard candy before i do it because the dph was bitter.

hi friend, i stumbled across this thread and i hope you find the peace you're looking for :( i'll miss seeing you around and i'll think of you whenever i watch chiikawa and see hachiware. you've been kind to me and i'll never forget you!

 

[spero_meliora]

This is me spitballing here, since obviously poison is going to taste like hell, no matter how you cut it. But I wonder if going for the non-water diluted bottles might numb your taste buds enough?

might be an issue for this method compared to the powder version + alcohol, which I imagine would be a lot more numbing.

 

[monetpompo]

non-water diluted bottles might numb your taste buds enough?

what i'm thinking. 0.5 ml is a very small amount of liquid and very concentrated, so maybe i would stop being able to taste the medicine. i feel like the diluted benzocaine sucks way more. the alcohol method seems way better after tryimg to do this but i'm still only 20 lol

@vyvanceandvodka thank you very much. i've always thought your account is very cute and fun. my favorite character is hachiware and my favorite plush mascot is angel hachiware and fallen angel hachiware

 

[Jisatsu]

what i'm thinking. 0.5 ml is a very small amount of liquid and very concentrated, so maybe i would stop being able to taste the medicine. i feel like the diluted benzocaine sucks way more. the alcohol method seems way better after tryimg to do this but i'm still only 20 lol

@vyvanceandvodka thank you very much. i've always thought your account is very cute and fun. my favorite character is hachiware and my favorite plush mascot is angel hachiware and fallen angel hachiware

Is your mouth feeling numb ? Maybe that can help with drinking it?

 

[monetpompo]

i chugged the second bottle of benzocaine. the alochol taste overpowers the bitterness. i'm drooling out of my mouth. i have too much saliva in my mouth now. my tongje feels numb. my throat burned a little becauee the small amount of alcohol in it. i have a small headache now. i don't want to keep to keep going but i know it'd be easy to finish. i have 2 bottles left.

 

[Jisatsu]

i chugged the second bottle of benzocaine. the alochol taste overpowers the bitterness. i'm drooling out of my mouth. i have too much saliva in my mouth now. my tongje feels very mouth. my throat burned a little becauee the small amount of alcohol in it. i have a small headache now. i don't want to keep to keep going but i know it'd be easy to finish. i have 2 bottles left.

The headache is how it starts . You'll feel sick and then weak ... slowly you'll feel weaker and weaker until you go unconscious.

You might notice your skin becoming extremely pale and your finger tips turning light blue .

 

[monetpompo]

i feel really drowsy. it's hard to want to keep going. i think it's working though. i hate how slow i'm going but it's mostly because i keep worrying i'll throw up. i think the best thing someone csn do is drink them all in rapid succession

 

[Jisatsu]

i feel really drowsy. it's hard to want to keep going. i think it's working though. i hate how slow i'm going but it's mostly because i keep worrying i'll throw up.

I know you probably don't want to hear it but throwing up is OK, it's very likely you will ... as long as the benzocaine is absorbed into your blood you'll be fine.

 

[monetpompo]

throwing up is OK, it's very likely you will ... as long as the benzocaine is absorbed into your blood you'll be fine.

yeah i just know that throwing up will make me feel like my throat is burning up and make it hard to keep going. i get what you mean though. i wish i could wear my gloves while typing. they're getting cold

 

[Jisatsu]

yeah i just know that throwing up will make me feel like my throat is burning up and make it hard to keep going. i get what you mean though. i wish i could wear my gloves while typing. they're getting cold

I'm here for you . I know it's hard ...

 

[i like apple juice!]

i feel really drowsy. it's hard to want to keep going. i think it's working though. i hate how slow i'm going but it's mostly because i keep worrying i'll throw up. i think the best thing someone csn do is drink them all in rapid succession

things must have been so hard for you for so long and i'm so sorry, it's all so unfair. i hope you get the peace you're looking for

 

[monetpompo]

i puked a lot of water just now. i don't know if everything went to waste. i drank the third bottle and puked maybe 1 minute later. i can't tell if i'm really good to die or not because i don't feel like i'm dying. i don't know if i threw up all the benzocaine i had in my system by throwing up so much water. the inside of my throat and feels scratchy

 

[Jisatsu]

i puked a lot of water just now. i don't know everything went to waste. i drank the third bottle and puked maybe 1 minute later

I'm sorry.

 

[monetpompo]

i don't think i'm going to die because i threw up so much. i felt like it was working earlier but then i threw up all the water i drank. i don't know what to do with myelf

 

[spero_meliora]

i puked a lot of water just now. i don't know if everything went to waste. i drank the third bottle and puked maybe 1 minute later. i can't tell if i'm really good to die or not because i don't feel like i'm dying. i don't know if i threw up all the benzocaine i had in my system by throwing up so much water. the inside of my throat and feels scratchy

I'm sorry.

talking logically here - benzocaine absorbs quickly. if you're aborting the attempt, you *may* still have absorbed enough to be a problem, lethal or not. just a heads up as something to think about, friend.

 

[monetpompo]

i'm going to drink the last one and then go back home i think. i won't tell anyone what i did. i still feel sick but i felt worse before i threw up

 

[Jisatsu]

i don't think i'm going to die because i threw up so much. i felt like it was working earlier but then i threw up all the water i drank. i don't know what to do with myelf

You've taken in 3 bottles worth even through you've puked you're going to experience methemoglobinemia. What you drank is beyond a lethal dose.

 

[monetpompo]

you're going to experience methemoglobinemia

i sure hope so lol

 

[Jisatsu]

You've taken in 3 bottles worth even through you've puked you're going to experience methemoglobinemia. What you drank is beyond a lethal dose.

i sure hope so lol

How are you feeling? Do you feel sick or weak? Confused?

 

[spero_meliora]

You've taken in 3 bottles worth even through you've puked you're going to experience methemoglobinemia. What you drank is beyond a lethal dose.

napkin math in the wee hours of the morning for me here. but those bottles were what, ~2.75-3g benzocaine per? puking or not, that is a lot that absorbed.

 

[monetpompo]

i don't feel as weak as i did before, which makes me think the attempt failed. i'll drink the last bottle now

 

[spero_meliora]

i don't feel as weak as i did before, which makes me think the attempt failed. drinking the last bottle now

any other symptoms?

 

[Goyasan]

Sorry for cutting in, but if you don't have access to a strong prescription brand anti-emetic would doing a BenzoAlcohol enema work just as well?

 

[Jisatsu]

i don't feel as weak as i did before, which makes me think the attempt failed. i'll drink the last bottle now

Methaemoglobinaemia can happen slowly ... it really just depends on how much your body absorbed.

Sorry for cutting in, but if you don't have access to a strong prescription brand anti-emetic would doing a BenzoAlcohol enema work just as well?

It should , powdered benzocaine is way more lethal because of its purity.

 

[monetpompo]

drank the last bottle. i feel like i'm drinking mouthwash. i don't feel snything. i'm going to lay in bed when i get back home because i still doubt that i'm going to die. i hope the benzocaine got absorbed properly even thiugh i threw up so much liquid.

 

[Goyasan]

It should , powdered benzocaine is way more lethal because of its purity.

Yeah, sorry for asking such a question it feels off topic. I don't have access to prescription grade anti-emetics and the benzocaine and alcohol solution was going to be like 3 parts benzocaine dissolved in 1 parts vodka + juice. However, I realized I could possibly vomit considering what's going on now and I wonder if boofing would be a plausible alternative to not vomit and wanted to know the possible validity of that since you technically absorb things faster up your ass if I recall correctly..

I don't know how I would feel about my obituary reading "Died by suicide by buttchugging chemicals."

 

[monetpompo]

i got up but i felt vertigo and immediately got dizzy

 

[Jisatsu]

Yeah, sorry for asking such a question it feels off topic. I don't have access to anti-emetics and the benzocaine and alcohol solution was going to be like 3 parts benzocaine dissolved in 1 parts vodka + juice. However, I realized I could possibly vomit considering what's going on now and I wonder if boofing would be a plausible alternative to not vomit and wanted to know the possible validity of that since you technically absorb things faster up your ass if I recall correctly..

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I don't know how I feel about my cause of death being suicide via butt-chugging chemicals.

... boofing does help with the absorption of drugs so it is possible.

It's always a high chance you'll puke because you're poisoning yourself.

i got up but i felt vertigo and immediately got dizzy

Yep , it's working. That's how it feels when methemoglobinemia is happening.

 

[Goyasan]

... boofing does help with the absorption of drugs so it is possible.

It's always a high chance you'll puke because you're poisoning yourself.

Oh, my god you can puke from boofing too? You know what? Fuck it. I'll just do both..

 

[Jisatsu]

@monetpompo if you're experiencing vertigo and dizziness it might be soon that you can't type properly .

Oh, my god you can puke from boofing too? You know what? Fuck it. I'll just do both..

... I believe it's more likely you'll... shit yourself if you boof.