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Technically, it is about as safe as the amount you take if that makes sense. But, if the amount of benzocaine in a oral numbing spray is enough to cause problems, which is a low amount, then a concentrated dosage of pure benzocaine in a ethanol solution should possibly be more than enough.
yes it was so bad that i was going to breathe in water on purpose if i was near water
caffeine powder and apple juice is completely different from benzocaine and alcohol imo
Caffeine powder is completely different than Benzocaine Powder, it's two completely different drugs.
That's your problem then, if it didn't dissolve then that was the issue. Caffeine is only moderately soluble in water at cold and room temperatures so it may be difficult to get it to fully dissolve without heating the liquid up, and it could also be that it was cut with an inactive ingredient which wasn't soluble in water so it wouldn't dissolve.
Yeesh, I know we're already discussing it as a means to CTB but I am NOT going to look forward to drinking an unholy mixture of staight vodka with benzocaine. I wonder if mixing it in something would lessen its potency/lethality because at least SN (from my experience) was manageable to swallow down alone, but vodka? Eugh.
I wouldn't wanna know why someone would wanna try to od on caffeine, it's just asking to feel like shit.
Well technically you can mix it in acidic juices ... I was thinking of making vodka cranberries and mixing it in and taking it as shots.
Now I have to wonder if the fasting aspect of the protocol should be kept if you're going to consume something strongly alcoholic.
you puke less in general if you don't eat anything. if you ate a sandwich before taking poison you'd puke the sandwich along with the poison. though, fasting for too long can also make you dizzy and nauseous. that's why you shouldn't fast for 48 or 24 hours straight
i agree i tried to have a heart attack but instead it was poison doesnt do anything to heart
no i want it as im conscious not unconscious i like the pain of that, but not other pain
Why wouldn't you want to be unconscious as you die? You literally feel nothing ...
Don't throw up if you can , we should treat this method similarly to sn protocols. Either way should work... it depends on you.
jisatsu has access to both methods after buying the powder and 4 bottles of 20% .5 oz. i currently only have access to the 20% bottles because i'm not old enough to buy vodka to mix with the powder. i would recommend the 100g powder with alcohol to most people researching the method.
I believe it needs to have more attempts before it has one
