I don't know why I've felt this way for such a long time in my life, and I don't know what to call this feeling. It's a numbness—I don't feel anything anymore. I just go through the motions as if I were a robot, without really thinking about what I'm doing. When I speak, I don't pay attention; I just respond with whatever seems most coherent, without even reflecting on it. I don't know if I'm making myself clear.
It's difficult to live like this, at least that's how I see it, because I don't know if this makes me some kind of psychopath, and I don't want to hurt more people than I already have.
Recently, an ex-partner told me that I have no empathy. I don't know how true that is—maybe they're right, and I don't like the thought that I might hurt more people. I feel like all of this needs to end as soon as possible because I am what society sees as a monster.
It's difficult to live like this, at least that's how I see it, because I don't know if this makes me some kind of psychopath, and I don't want to hurt more people than I already have.
Recently, an ex-partner told me that I have no empathy. I don't know how true that is—maybe they're right, and I don't like the thought that I might hurt more people. I feel like all of this needs to end as soon as possible because I am what society sees as a monster.
