ameliorateme
Member
- Apr 18, 2022
- 20
its been a while since ive been here, but im ready to give up on life again. ive been struggling a lot lately and today i found out a very big and exciting event i was planning out is going to have to be canceled. it really was the only thing i was looking forward to and it was keeping me alive. but it is not happening anymore and im spiraling.
in october 2022 i tried to ctb using SN, but failed. should i go down the SN route again? has it gotten harder to obtain? it seems like it right? im considering hanging too. please if anyone wants to chat about ctb i have discord. adults only please, im 26.
in october 2022 i tried to ctb using SN, but failed. should i go down the SN route again? has it gotten harder to obtain? it seems like it right? im considering hanging too. please if anyone wants to chat about ctb i have discord. adults only please, im 26.