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MeowTheFlemishCat

MeowTheFlemishCat

"The snake that cannot shed its skin perishes"
Mar 3, 2023
292
I feel like everything has been said-and-done. Opportunities forever lost/wasted. I'm nearly 26 meow and the future looks rather dull/bleak. The only way out/forward is suicide. If I don't commit commit suicide I'll simply live in the past forever. Does anyone else share this sentiment?
 
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chester

Experienced
Aug 1, 2024
259
Yes. Having irreversibly lost everything that made my life worth living I feel that everything that's left for me is waiting for death. Given that statistically I have about 50 more years to go I don't think I want to wait this long.
 
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mrnamoshi

mrnamoshi

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Mar 29, 2024
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Yes. One of the many reason i want to CTB because i'm stuck in the past, i can't imagine the future i will be happy. I always hope to go to past and fix things which i know not possible :(
 
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HopeToStay

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May 31, 2024
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I don't know the details of your circumstances, but you're only 26. There's still plenty of chance things can change for the better.
 
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uglyugly

Student
Aug 24, 2024
163
Yes. Parts of my past were ok and there is no chance to return to that time. My life is over and there is no way out of this hell. If I continue to live, I will live in a daily hell with no escape. I would much rather die than continue this nightmare day after day. It is way past time to go.
 

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