HappySisyphus
One must imagine Sisyphus happy
- Aug 3, 2023
- 32
I don't remember the last time I posted here, but everything is the same or worse, everything just seems pointless, cutting myself, posting here, nothing helps, every day I'm in a worse state that I was the day before, I don't think I had a single good day this year, probably even from before, there is not a day where I don't think about killing myself, I don't want to die but I really don't want this to continue.
I tried talking to people about this at some point but I don't see why I should bother anymore, I know everyone will leave liek everyone left me at some point, it doesn't matter who I talk to or who I fuck or who I care about everyone leaves no matter what, it's just a truth I have been forced to accepts as of lately.
I don't know why I'm writing this, I thought it may help but it just seem
I tried talking to people about this at some point but I don't see why I should bother anymore, I know everyone will leave liek everyone left me at some point, it doesn't matter who I talk to or who I fuck or who I care about everyone leaves no matter what, it's just a truth I have been forced to accepts as of lately.
I don't know why I'm writing this, I thought it may help but it just seem