Nothing gets better.

[sadfurry22]

I tried going to a different college to feel better. But everyone is the same: fickle, fake, runs away at the earliest convenience when things get too hard in your life.

I'm done. I'm ready for an exit. I'm ready to die.

I also hate therapists. They brainwash you to think you're the problem when it's the system that is.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

College isn't for everyone. Have you considered a different way of education?

Ik, parents often expect college/uni degree but not everyone is made for that way of education and life.

They brainwash you to think you're the problem when it's the system that is.

What would be different in another "system"? What would be your ideal "system"?

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand just wanting to be free from it all, to permanently cease existing is all I hope for. But anyway I wish you the best.