it was fairly short, but then i added stuff to it. i some of it was meaningless stuff like how much to sell some of my stuff for, WTF!!! I wrote it on proper shitty paper.
i think the least i could do is write it out a bit more presentable, not that that is going to make things better. just more for me, like make an effort its my fucking family and i've already done enough shit/caused enough problems. i think i should at least do this one thing for them!!! it was when i tried to CTB before, i pretty much expected to not be here anymore and just wrote it and attempted.