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Venting Not wanting to feel content

4Kumo7

4Kumo7

INFP 4w5, FtM, from Northern Italy.
Mar 7, 2025
35
I don't know what's wrong with me, but I don't want to be content. I miss being miserable and wishing to die every die, but I don't miss lacking the reason as to why I've become content, I will always want it present in my life.
Still, I hope for something traumatic to happen to me, to destroy my peace of mind while still allowing me to have that in my life.
 
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