Not understanding anti-suicide when existence is so bad

[FuneralCry]

I could never understand anti-suicide especially as existence is so bad, existence is something so cruel and torturous with no limit as to how much one can suffer, if a human exists for long enough all they are destined for is to decay and face the torture and agony of old age which is so horrific to me. I just see so much cruelty in how many humans want to make it so others suffer as long as possible, anti-suicide just causes so much harm and suffering, people should be able to die painlessly when they want to instead of the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what.

 

[AuraByte]

It's funny you mention this, because now at my age, I find myself being less emotionally affected or guilt-tripped by suicide prevention media.

I have noticed that I tend to think more about the person who took their life and why they did it, as opposed to the suffering of those left behind.

I used to feel guilty about my urges when I was younger due to media like this, but I noticed that I don't anymore.

That's how I know the slope I'm on is spiralling downwards, but I don't think I'm going to climb back up this time.

Much love.

 

[Off_Switch]

All propaganda created by happy people that have no idea.

 

[Liebestod]

The anti suicide agenda exists because people recognize suicide as a non life-affirming action. It doesn't affirm to the belief that life is inherently valuable and they can't handle that. So they berate suicidal people by forcing them to live whether it be through preventive measures or societal gaslighting/ metaphorical rape. The fact that life isn't inherently valuable also means that their suffering is meaningless and every cope they have for the machine that is life is futile.