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untameduniquer

Member
Sep 13, 2025
19
english isn't my first language so this might sound silly but when attempting to hang yourself does weight matter at least in my situation? i attempted to hang my self in September, around that time i was around 124 pounds. i put the rope around my neck & felt myself about to faint within 10-15 secs but unfortunately i panicked & stopped. ever since then i haven't been able to hang myself correctly, i never make it to the stage where i feel i'm about to pass out , i only feel uncomfortable pressure. i've since gained weight, i'm not sure if it's not as easy as it was in september because of the weight i've gained or the rope. i don't know what i'm doing wrong. i just want it to work :( can someone help me??
 
JesiBel

JesiBel

protoTYPE:cclxxv
Dec 5, 2024
1,094
english isn't my first language so this might sound silly but when attempting to hang yourself does weight matter at least in my situation? i attempted to hang my self in September, around that time i was around 124 pounds. i put the rope around my neck & felt myself about to faint within 10-15 secs but unfortunately i panicked & stopped. ever since then i haven't been able to hang myself correctly, i never make it to the stage where i feel i'm about to pass out , i only feel uncomfortable pressure. i've since gained weight, i'm not sure if it's not as easy as it was in september because of the weight i've gained or the rope. i don't know what i'm doing wrong. i just want it to work :( can someone help me??
I think the case where Hanging would not be very advisable is in obese people who are too overweight. Since it would be too painful due to excessive weight, and having a greater amount of adipose tissue in the neck would act as a natural padding, hindering compression. In these more extreme cases, it's as if the person didn't have a neck due to obesity.

Perhaps reading these threads can help you; I can't give more details since the question is too open and there could be several factors why it hasn't turned out as you expected...

 
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untameduniquer

Member
Sep 13, 2025
19
I think the case where Hanging would not be very advisable is in obese people who are too overweight. Since it would be too painful due to excessive weight, and having a greater amount of adipose tissue in the neck would act as a natural padding, hindering compression. In these more extreme cases, it's as if the person didn't have a neck due to obesity.

Perhaps reading these threads can help you; I can't give more details since the question is too open and there could be several factors why it hasn't turned out as you expected...

I think the case where Hanging would not be very advisable is in obese people who are too overweight. Since it would be too painful due to excessive weight, and having a greater amount of adipose tissue in the neck would act as a natural padding, hindering compression. In these more extreme cases, it's as if the person didn't have a neck due to obesity.

Perhaps reading these threads can help you; I can't give more details since the question is too open and there could be several factors why it hasn't turned out as you expected...

I'm not obese, I weigh around 138 pounds. So i've gained weighed from my last attempt.. I know that you can't answer much but can you answer this, do you think that the extra weight gain could be the issue? Also thank you so much for responding.
 
JesiBel

JesiBel

protoTYPE:cclxxv
Dec 5, 2024
1,094

I'm not obese, I weigh around 138 pounds. So i've gained weighed from my last attempt.. I know that you can't answer much but can you answer this, do you think that the extra weight gain could be the issue? Also thank you so much for responding.
No, your weight is perfectly normal.
The problem is when the person is obese; in that case, I would advise against choosing this method.

From what you described above, it seems to be Partial Hanging.. If that's the case, you should reconsider the position from which you planned the attempt (you may not be applying enough weight to block the carotid arteries and you are only blocking the jugular veins, which is why you feel discomfort)

📌 Jugular obstruction in Partial Hanging: venous congestion and pressure, pooling and stagnation of deoxygenated blood

📌 Partial Hanging, brief summary: losing consciousness, postures, reviewing common problems

Perhaps the knot of the ligature and its position are incorrect (info in my previous post)

I know it's tedious to read, but it will make it easier for you to identify the problem. Partial Suspension Hanging is usually more difficult than Full Suspension Hanging.
 
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RW__Asher23

Experienced
Dec 11, 2022
207
Use the mega threads and search options here and like JesiBel suggested read about it. These people have done a lot of searching themselves so it might be more than one thing causing a problem. Take your time and read to prevent any pain you might be able to avoid. Wish you the very best journey no matter what that journey is and how it ends. Many here to talk to and ask questions. Peace.
 

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