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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
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Yea this all ni sense no slf exst all delsn one mmmt feel thing other feel other,all rndm no thing good wat ppl say slf no exst one posbl injury damage lose all no be self, also self chng old yng etc all vrbl pppl think same this all nosens,slf chng chng smtm extrm smtm chng simil chng os etc be out space time ya this cruel, bett no slf no exst t
 
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LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
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Yea this all ni sense no slf exst all delsn one mmmt feel thing other feel other,all rndm no thing good wat ppl say slf no exst one posbl injury damage lose all no be self, also self chng old yng etc all vrbl pppl think same this all nosens,slf chng chng smtm extrm smtm chng simil chng os etc be out space time ya this cruel, bett no slf no exst t
Sometimes I feel like I've lost touch with reality and sense of self is just an illusion. When I feel good I tend to think I'm an important person, which is obviously not true (I'm just a minion at work.) When I'm down I think I'm nothing but a burden to people around me. Neither feeling is based on reality and is just a product of random fluctuation in my mood.

You shared your feeling here and I could relate a lot. I felt I'm not alone. Thanks so much @CTB Dream! I wish you the best luck 💙💛
 
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LookAway

Student
Mar 19, 2023
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Through my most mind expanding experiences are realized that there is no self. It's all an illusion at the end of the day.
 
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