Nobody loves me 😭

[Crematoryy]

Falsehood is the norm.
Nobody loves anybody, nobody cares about anybody.
Abandonment is so easily undertaken.
And I was left to perish by the very person I was willing to sacrifice myself for.
I feel shrunken and alone in the complete darkness that surrounds me.

THIS IS BEYOND WHAT I CAN TAKE. I'VE REALLY GONE CRAZY!!!!!!!

 

[enough of this]

You don't know that.

 

[stopMotionSickness]

I'd even argue that's what the main point of life is: understanding you aren't unconditionally loved, and having given up on finding it, is there enough world out there to still make it worth enduring?

 

[endeledestein]

There are people who love people, that its for sure... And you said, you were willing to sacrifice yourself for somebody... There are more people like that...

I wish somebody loved me too... Life alone is too painful...

 

[inpainnosleep]

I am so sorry you are going through this. Try to wait it out and it might get better. If you still have your physical health intact you still have chances for things to improve. I was always super depressed and suicidal about my relationships with other people (I have BPD) until I lost my health and uncovered a new level of hell. Now I would be content to have my health back even if that meant never interacting with anyone again on a meaningful level.

 

[U. A.]

What a mystery that is.

Anyway,

Falsehood is the norm.
Nobody loves anybody, nobody cares about anybody.

kinda defeats the rest