No other option than car submersion drowning .. hopeless and last call asking for help resource

[Willthishelp?]

I tried partial hanging several times, can't get the meds for Stan's regime and did not order sn cause wanted to first get the rest.. I need to go and only option is plunging my car in deep river, only thing it's next to a casino and also I think it's a busy river. Want to do it at night, 2 hours after casino closes, no idea if I have energy enough cause in bed for months and tried vsed.
I so desperately would be so unbelievably grateful if someone here ( in NL ) would want to fysically share their SN and Stan's regime with me asap.. but don't see that happen.
I have a few weeks till homelessness.. after literally loosing my career as an artist just recently..

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really horrible what you are going through, the reality is that life really is so unnecessarily cruel so I hope that you find the freedom that you are searching for.
I'm not sure if it's against the rules on here asking someone to share their SN, but anyway I'm sorry that you are trapped in a situation with such limited options for methods, it's so incredibly unfair how in this hellish world it's this hard to finally die.

 

[SilentSadness]

That really is awful, it sounds like one bad thing after another. Sadly this is how life is for some of us, no one can expect to be taken seriously when they say that life is a gift. I wish we weren't forced to use agonising ctb methods like the torment you have described, and I also wish people weren't so selfish and greedy, but I guess those are too much to ask for in this desolate plain of existence. I hope your situation improves and you find peace, life really is a cruel puppet master.

 

[H.O.Xan]

oh god why is NO ONE helping this guy out? Then gain some energy and then do the drowning-in-car method. sounds a bit painful but oh well, to reduce it, take SN(if u CAN aquire it), Vodka, Sleeping pills, just as ur abt to fall asleep, ditch ur car into the river. If u have any other recommendations, feel free to take them together. This is just my concoction

 

[Willthishelp?]

I have to still order SN I know where but can't get the regime meds..

oh god why is NO ONE helping this guy out? Then gain some energy and then do the drowning-in-car method. sounds a bit painful but oh well, to reduce it, take SN(if u CAN aquire it), Vodka, Sleeping pills, just as ur abt to fall asleep, ditch ur car into the river. If u have any other recommendations, feel free to take them together. This is just my concoction

I'm actually a woman and just a few months ago , October I Was performing in Dubai than everything fell apart quickly..

 

[Sparr0w]

i'd take a look into shallow water drowing but from what i've seen of it it looks pretty hard / unreliable. as highoffxanax said, maybe sedatives / relaxants / drugs would help? i don't know too much about trying to drive a car into a river tho lol.

i would also be worried about not having enough time / being found, drowning on your own might be less suspicious but it would look less like an accident and your SI would probably kick in. some other users posted recently about relaxants + bathtub drowning? maybe that's something to look into.

I have to still order SN I know where but can't get the regime meds..

you just need SN, a generic painkiller, and antiemetics. i have a non-prescription meto source but
1. it doesn't ship to canada (it's a canada-based company???)
2. mine hasn't arrived in the mail yet, so i can't confirm it's not a scam, annoyingly enough.

 

[Willthishelp?]

I can't get Meto.. what antiemetics is non prescribed?

 

[Sparr0w]

I can't get Meto.. what antiemetics is non prescribed?

...yomfph, i just said i had a slightly sketchy non-prescription meto source lol. if you want, i'll DM you when/if it arrives.
apart from that, check Stan's Guide. it'll depend on your location, but you'll want a dopamine antagonist iirc, which most of the time aren't sold OTC. see if you can get your hands on domperidone, several people have used it successfully.

 

[Willthishelp?]

Can't get any prescriptions..
And don't need sketchy source thanks anyway

 

[Sparr0w]

Can't get any prescriptions..
And don't need sketchy source thanks anyway

yeah, you might have OTC domperidone depending on your location, as well as meclizine, prochlorperazine, buccastem, and possibly dramamine.
(otc = over the counter / non-prescription)

 

[Willthishelp?]

The otc are not effective enough according to SS threads ..

 

[Sparr0w]

The otc are not effective enough according to SS threads ..

domperidone and meclizine have been used successfully before.

 

[Willthishelp?]

Just meclizine alone I can get and that does not seem to be sufficient

 

[Scacie]

Hey hey hey I'll DM you with the sources for my AE and sedatives. You deserve a peaceful way out