Venting No one is coming to save me.

[Unknown21]

It's so sad, a painful fact, no matter how many people in your life, you're just alone.
I wish someone could help and save me. There's a part of me don't wanna die but it's the only way out for me.
This world is cruel and sifts people, as long as there is a winner there will always be a loser, it is unfair and unethical competition. I am scared and very sad. I don't know what to do. I have nothing left but to leave. Waiting indefinitely is tiring. I want to do it soon but I'm scared, it's a big decision, I'm kind of forced to make it and this is the worst part of it, being forced to die. Damn, damn, damn

 

[Hvergelmir]

as long as there is a winner there will always be a loser

Correct, assuming both competitors fight for the same resource. Is that really your problem though?

If you don't want to die, then don't - or at least not prematurely. What is it that you deem too competitive to fight for, yet important enough that you must die unless you get it?

 

[Unknown21]

No, it's not my only problem, of course, but this world runs on an unjust system and completely irrational standards. My problems are financial, familial, psychological, mental, and social. My life is messed up. There is no solution but to kill myself, but I doubt my thoughts and decisions a lot. I don't know if I am obsessive-compulsive or what lol.



I can't not die, my life is going downhill, nothing will change, I'm just here waiting for nothing.

Money, of course it is money, is the cause of almost all the crises in my life. I am poor with very poor parents, and I live in the dirtiest third world country. There is no future, no past, no present here. Here I am a living dead.