Well. Sent every friend to shitty land and now only have my family. And you. I prefer to be alone to be in bad companion.
Prefer to be alone in my own misery.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
And Meeeeeee. I know I am in a whole different category. Yup! You know you are stuck with me!
I prefer to be not alone, but unfortunately I am.
BPD Barbie
Visionary
- Dec 1, 2019
- 2,361
We are all still here for you, but I know the feeling. People overwhelm me and I feel smothered sometimes, people feel draining and tiring also. I'm sociable on my own accord, when I feel like I want to be and can be. Other than that I am alone. And it's OK.
R_N
-Memento Mori-
- Dec 3, 2019
- 1,442
I just made a similar thread lol. I also prefer to be alone when I'm feeling bad. And I'm feeling bad constantly now so I pushed even great people away. They just remind me how life was better when I was healthier.
departing
Enlightened
- Jul 5, 2019
- 1,502
I dropped all my friends ages ago. Life gets awfully lonely but it's okay... It'll make things easier when it comes time to ctb.
I feel exactly the same way. I'm in the same position as you. I dropped the few friends I had (incidentally also the best ones I've ever had) so that it would be less hard for them when I'd kill myself and now that I doubt if suicide is really the best option for me atm I'm really lonely but well, that's my own fault
140 bpm
Glitching in reality
- Jan 26, 2020
- 134
decafcoffee
Member
- Nov 15, 2019
- 85
i dont find myself having anyone to push away, and i dont think id want to if i had good people in my life. being socially isolated for so long makes me realize how bad it is for mental and physical health. ive saved up so much time, i can hang out with people forever now without getting tired id say.
Quarky00
Enlightened
- Dec 17, 2019
- 1,956
"Better be alone than unhappy"
Oh, wait
Understand why you did so, and done so myself many times. It does bring some peace and quiet. I hope you'll get that
Oh, wait
Understand why you did so, and done so myself many times. It does bring some peace and quiet. I hope you'll get that
disconnecting from everyone and slowly cutting you're mutuals off, so it's one less person affected by you're death is my approach to having zero friends.
TAW122
Emissary of the right to die.
- Aug 30, 2018
- 6,819
I'm in a similar situation too. Aside from family (whom I'm currently living with as I was unable to live at my previous location due to changes in living arrangements), I have no one else IRL apart from some acquaintances in my previous place of residence. They also no longer initiate contact or speak much (unless I initiate contact), which means if I were to just drop dead, they wouldn't even know.
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