Venting No help out there

[Tired and Done]

They tell you to reach out for help. They tell you to talk to someone. They tell you it will be ok. But it's not. There is no one. You will die because you weren't enough. Because you didn't do enough. Because you don't have enough money. Facing homelessness at 20 when it's just you is bad enough. But now at 40, again, but this time you have someone who looks to you for everything and you have to find a way to fix this. But the more you ask and beg and plead to the people around you, the more alone you are. There is no help. Nobody gives a shit that another family will be on the streets because they can't afford a home. You work and work but there is just never enough money. You cannot take all this pain anymore. You are so broken. But you get up every day to work, to try to provide a life for the people you love. Soon it just won't be enough and you will kill yourself because there is just so much pain one person can carry. You don't deserve to live.

 

[Archamais]

It just also bugs me that help phone lines are only available Mon to fri 9 to 5, (atleast here in Aus) but if your working fulltime just trying to make ends meet ... then there's no after hours help if you need it

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, it's certainly true that there's no relief from the endless suffering that this existence continues to bring as long as we stay here and as time goes on the amount of problems experienced will just continue to increase and get worse. The reality is that this world is undeniably so cruel and there could never be anything fair about any of this, as people end up being so tormented usually through no fault of their own and of course life itself is the true problem. No wonder so many choose to voluntarily exit.