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HeckingHecked

HeckingHecked

Student
Nov 9, 2021
182
Awesome...

I can't even CTB because I can't feel my emotions.


Edit: I kinda wanna text my fake friends to see if they're thinking about me, but obviously I already know the answer.
 
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Hans Voralberg

Hans Voralberg

Experienced
Nov 6, 2021
229
I'm here. In my country we haven't Thanksgiving but if I can thanks for something it will be .meeting you and finding this site. Do you have turkey and pumpkin pie this year? I had never eat pumpkin pie.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Life is so horrible, no one should have to suffer like this. I'm sorry you are going through this. I wish you the best.
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
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I like many others will also be alone at Xmas and on Xmas day, just me and my old staffie. The same as it's been for longer than I care to remember!
 
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HeckingHecked

HeckingHecked

Student
Nov 9, 2021
182
I'm here. In my country we haven't Thanksgiving but if I can thanks for something it will be .meeting you and finding this site. Do you have turkey and pumpkin pie this year? I had never eat pumpkin pie.
Hi! I actually am sick today, so I really only ate hummus haha
Life is so horrible, no one should have to suffer like this. I'm sorry you are going through this. I wish you the best.
Thank you. It's rough because I am quick to settle for fake friends, and then realize I'm alone. I actually had an unsettling, vivid dream last night about my fake friend, and it just felt so real. I really have no one.
I like many others will also be alone at Xmas and on Xmas day, just me and my old staffie. The same as it's been for longer than I care to remember!
Same :(
 
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Hans Voralberg

Hans Voralberg

Experienced
Nov 6, 2021
229
I ate a lot of hummus my mom sometimes is making homemade hummus. I like spicy version of hummus served at thin waffle bread.
 
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Maaizr

Maaizr

LESS TALKING MORE KILLING
Aug 2, 2021
149
fuckin holidays always make me wanna tongue wrestle with a cold magnum👹.. fuck em all (except halloween❤)
 
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Hans Voralberg

Hans Voralberg

Experienced
Nov 6, 2021
229
Emotional hunger can lead to toxic relations. You need time to emotionally regenerate yourself and learn how to set boundries in friendship, relations. You will find people that will care about you in real world. Good thing is that you are looking for quality in your relations. You are trying to set standards now it is good.
 
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HeckingHecked

HeckingHecked

Student
Nov 9, 2021
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Emotional hunger can lead to toxic relations. You need time to emotionally regenerate yourself and learn how to set boundries in friendship, relations. You will find people that will care about you in real world. Good thing is that you are looking for quality in your relations. You are trying to set standards now it is good.
All I ask is for an IRL friend that isn't fake. Otherwise, obviously it would be toxic.
 
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Maaizr

Maaizr

LESS TALKING MORE KILLING
Aug 2, 2021
149
Emotional hunger can lead to toxic relations. You need time to emotionally regenerate yourself and learn how to set boundries in friendship, relations. You will find people that will care about you in real world.
this resonates bro, im dealing with it right now in my life . thank you for sharing this❤
 
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Gabriel.88

Gabriel.88

Member
Jun 6, 2021
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All I ask is for an IRL friend that isn't fake. Otherwise, obviously it would be toxic.
Damm I´m not even replier here, but I really do relate what you are going through , I have literally 2 "friends" on my class, fortunately this is my last year, anyways this "friend" , when is angry he literally ,just starts saying these typical phrases, Gabriel doesn´t have any friends, Imagine being gabriel,etc... & these are the days that I really start thinking why me, I know he feels powerful by saying it ..,why are humans like this.

& the another one is a guy that I met on 5th grade, who pretends is my friend ,but we just talk cause we are in the same place, as soon as I finish school , he will most likely not talk to me again for sure, Imagine knowing someone for 7 years & not even be invited to something outside of the workspace.

I wish this wasn´t like this, all the friendships I had until today were toxic, and just made my social anxiety grow.
I just want friendships, is that too much to ask.
 
forgotten15

forgotten15

Specialist
Aug 24, 2021
332
I am sorry you are going through this, I do understand how you feel. I am very lonely and have no friends, the only people I interract with are coleagues at work. It can't be very hard and depressing having to deal with the need to have somebody close around when you are just friendless. I hope you will feel better.
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,158
This holiday season is by far the worst ever… Never been so lonely or hopeless…
 
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Gurtinukkk

Gurtinukkk

Member
Nov 18, 2021
9
I felt this. I had thanksgiving in October but I was also lonely that day :)
 
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setup

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Nov 18, 2021
279
I can understand the feeling today
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I relate I haven't had any friends in 6 years. I'm reclusive. It's very hard to pretend to be normal. People have so many social connections and are living while I'm rotting. It's like they all know I have no friends, never had a boyfriend as I don't post on social media.
 
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