No Easy Way

[khw777]

Why is Suicide so hard!!!???

 

[Jean4]

Why is Suicide so hard!!!???

It actually isn't if you are ready.

 

[MeltingHeart]

It actually isn't if you are ready.

I feel ready- but still find it hard! My SN got taken - so having to think back to other methods- that psychologically I do not find easy at all! And I find it v.v.v hard- not because that means I am secretly 'not ready' or must really want to live or something - I just can't seem to fathom the will power & overcome SI!- Yet!

 

[khw777]

It actually isn't if you are ready.

It seems pretty hard to me.

 

[MeltingHeart]

Why is Suicide so hard!!!???

Goes against are inbuilt human mechanism to survive. I have an absolute fascination with those that have succeeded because I truly feel I must be in atleast equal (if different) kind of suffering to them- and yet I can't find the capacity to do it - as yet- gonna really have to just try v. damn hard thou. As am at the point where I truly hate waking up each day.

 

[khw777]

Goes against are inbuilt human mechanism to survive. I have an absolute fascination with those that have succeeded because I truly feel I must be in atleast equal (if different) kind of suffering to them- and yet I can't find the capacity to do it - as yet- gonna really have to just try v. damn hard thou. As am at the point we're I truly hate waking up each day.

Try v?

 

[MeltingHeart]

Try v?

Oh just Very !! Ha not some new random method no one has heard of!

 

[khw777]

Oh just Very !! Ha not some new random method no one has heard of!

You had me wondering!

 

[Notf1xable]

I just need one thing, and then I'm fasting and ready. Even if my SI kicks I'll take another drink of SN if I puke, I'm done. I had a gun and couldn't do it that way, but I'm hoping for tomorrow. I was hoping to have the last bit tonight, but I had a friend kinda disappear on me. Funny thing is this is also the friend that joked if I did something she'd bring me back to life and beat the crap out of me. Sorry for the vent people suck.

 

[Ratherbeskinny]

It's hard because we humans make it hard. Our bodies are programmed to survive, but once you're 100% mentally ready, it will take over most if not all of the physical stuff that's been holding you back so far.

 

[sanction]

For me its mainly difficult because I don't want to hurt a few people around me. Otherwise I will have the courage to do it. Of course a reasonable feeling of worrying things might go wrong as well and I may end up disabled or with permanent damage. But mainly if it weren't for hurting others, it will be so much more easier to do it

 

[vonvonwantpeace]

It actually isn't if you are ready.

agree