night-night or better alternatives

[klavikula]

Hello
First of all, thank to this forum for all the information and support. I've been reading it for the last two years, going through all the different method discussions, trying to understand which method would fit best within my possibilities.
Now, after some months of thinking and preparations so to leave everything as organized as possible, I got to the point in which I'm ready to go, so trying to conclude about which method would be best. If it was up to me, obviously N would be the best option, but sadly it seems impossible to get it, at least where I live (Europe). N or other pentobarbital alternatives discarded, it seems like night-night would be the best option, but I got somehow confused on different opinions about it being effective or not at all (easy to fail and cause brain damage).
I'm already being too long, so let's get long story short:
-Is really night-night an effective method or chances to fail are high?
-N/Fentanyl/etc drugs are out of my reach, guns or firearms too unnaccesible
-Train or heights are the second best chance for my possibilities, but I'm not really convinced, train is affecting other people who have done nothing wrong to me and seems unfair to put such a weight in them (train driver, for example). Height jump leaves quite a disfigured body, which I would prefer to avoid not to increase my family's suffering
-Charcoal smoke or Nitrogen seems to be painless and easy to access, but at this moment I have no place to ctb, so basicaly it would be in a hotel room, so these methods are not very practical (charcoal for obvious reasons, Nitrogen because is not easy to hide the 5L bottle and mask so not to be suspicious.

Obviously, if anyone has a reliable source of N or Fentanyl in Europe (Portugal,Spain, France, Italy, Germany, etc) I'm all in to pay whatever it takes, as long as it's real and not scum (which not only means losing money, but more importantly failed ctb with unknown side effects)

I would appreciate any honest and reliable night-night opinion, or any other method alternatives.

I know this is the never ending questions already asked a million times, I apologize if this is annoying, I just need a solution to end all this soon, without being afraid of failures with worst consecuences than keeping alive.

Thanks again

 

[thecolourgold]

If you can find your carotid arteries, night night should theoretically come easily to you.

 

[melwarson]

If you can find your carotid arteries, night night should theoretically come easily to you.

Sorry I'm new here. What does night night mean? Thanks

 

[StaticCryBabye]

Sorry I'm new here. What does night night mean? Thanks

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/ read it here.

 

[melwarson]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/ read it here.

Thank you. I appreciate that.

 

[FuneralCry]

From what I read the Night Night method sounds risky, I've only read about failed attempts from it and I would personally fear it going wrong if I tried to attempt. But if someone has succeeded they cannot exactly come back on here and say that they have done. And also I think that if someone is claiming to sell N, it will probably be a scam, from what I'm aware there's no reliable source for N. But anyway I certainly hate how difficult it is to die in this horrible world, I really wish there was a straightforward way to ctb but sadly it's just not the reality. I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.

 

[klavikula]

If you can find your carotid arteries, night night should theoretically come easily to you.

I did pass out once with my fingers (although many other times tried without success), but one thing is to try with fingers which you can fiddle around, and then I guess a different story is when doing it with the rope/belt/rachet and cornsacs/socks. Anyway, what I thought it was succesfull (passing out) might have not been 100% right and might have only blocked one of the two blood directions

From what I read the Night Night method sounds risky, I've only read about failed attempts from it and I would personally fear it going wrong if I tried to attempt. But if someone has succeeded they cannot exactly come back on here and say that they have done. And also I think that if someone is claiming to sell N, it will probably be a scam, from what I'm aware there's no reliable source for N. But anyway I certainly hate how difficult it is to die in this horrible world, I really wish there was a straightforward way to ctb but sadly it's just not the reality. I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.

Yes, that's one of the tricky bits, no one can come back to report a successful try (unless as a witness), so all is left are the failed attemps or just hypothetical theories. But there're some more or less stablished facts, like for example cutting your wrist veins always seemed to me like a good way, until discovering this forum and reading about it and how difficult is to succeed and how painful it is, so not a very recommended method (contrary to all the cultural and film/literature view), same with paracetamol OD, clearly reported as very painful and takes too much time, etc. So certain methods are clearly not recommended while others seems to be somehow in a grey zone where is not 100% clear wether reliable or not (night-night one of them)

Thanks all for your help

 

[counting-out-time]

Been there. Got the t shirt. Tried partial hanging in a hotel room. Passed out but then si kicked in after. Your brain will go into overdrive to do anything it can to get oxygen. Only way I can see hanging working is by full suspension. But makes me wonder how Robin Williams did it with partial

 

[inmyhead]

Been there. Got the t shirt. Tried partial hanging in a hotel room. Passed out but then si kicked in after. Your brain will go into overdrive to do anything it can to get oxygen. Only way I can see hanging working is by full suspension. But makes me wonder how Robin Williams did it with partial

I know of two people in my area who successfully partial hanged themselves. One was completely sober and had no drugs either, the other was drunk. It's absolutely do-able if you are determined enough but it just depends how that SI kicks in.

 

[melwarson]

Thank you. I appreciate that.

Is there a place on this site to post methods and get advice about if it would be successful? I was wanting to try two or more methods together. Any help would be greatly appreciated. Thank you.

 

[melwarson]

Been there. Got the t shirt. Tried partial hanging in a hotel room. Passed out but then si kicked in after. Your brain will go into overdrive to do anything it can to get oxygen. Only way I can see hanging working is by full suspension. But makes me wonder how Robin Williams did it with partial

May I ask what happened after you passed out? Did you take any type of medication to calm you down? I'm thinking of trying this method. Thank you