it always depends on my mindset, if my mind is somehow at peace and I feel beauty and life in my heart, I can watch the same old town I'm living in with amazement, every plant is so interesting etc. I really remember the feeling of perception in my mind changing from ugly to beautiful like that. I've traveled a lot in Europe in most beautiful places, but the mindset just wasn't there. : ( With my depressed mind I see the world as a picture without inner connection. I wish the advice 'You have nothing to loose, go traveling' would help me, but it doesn't work like that..