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Mistress Death

Experienced
Dec 9, 2018
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My N should be here in the next few days and I'll either be taking that or the sn if I can't stand the taste. I've got numbing stuff to hopefully negate the taste and I'll be taking honey prior and baileys after. My meto and zofran is here and I'll be testing how I feel with it. Either way, it will happen within the next week. This community has been extremely helpful and I have learned a lot, thank you. I won't be posting of when I take it, but it will happen soon. I want to thank all of you who have answered my questions and furthered my knowledge of this topic and various methods. I'll still contribute to this forum as long as I'm here. I just want to say thank you and a preemptive goodbye.
 
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Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
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My N should be here in the next few days and I'll either be taking that or the sn if I can't stand the taste. I've got numbing stuff to hopefully negate the taste and I'll be taking honey prior and baileys after. My meto and zofran is here and I'll be testing how I feel with it. Either way, it will happen within the next week. This community has been extremely helpful and I have learned a lot, thank you. I won't be posting of when I take it, but it will happen soon. I want to thank all of you who have answered my questions and furthered my knowledge of this topic and various methods. I'll still contribute to this forum as long as I'm here. I just want to say thank you and a preemptive goodbye.

❤️
 
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mpti

mpti

Member
Feb 19, 2019
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<3

Wishing you luck and safe travels!
 
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lululoo

Mage
Dec 15, 2018
558
Good luck to you. I'm sorry you have come to this point but glad you were able to figure out methods you feel comfortable with.
Is zofran just if you do SN or will you take that with N too?
Do you know how you will pick the exact day?
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
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I'm so sorry to see you go and I wish you a very pleasant journey and everlasting peace and tranquility.<3❤
 
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Mistress Death

Experienced
Dec 9, 2018
290
Good luck to you. I'm sorry you have come to this point but glad you were able to figure out methods you feel comfortable with.
Is zofran just if you do SN or will you take that with N too?
Do you know how you will pick the exact day?
I will be taking meto and zofran with either. They both act differently at preventing vomiting, so I want all my bases covered. I don't know how I will pick a day, all I know is that it's going to be within the next week. I might need some alcohol or thc to mitigate the survival instinct, but we'll see.
 
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GeorgeEastman

Arcanist
Sep 3, 2018
470
That is the great thing about this place. It's a good place to go out with like minded people who understand why we want out instead of freaking out about it.

Very grateful.
 
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wishfulthinking

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Dec 13, 2018
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I will be taking meto and zofran with either. They both act differently at preventing vomiting, so I want all my bases covered. I don't know how I will pick a day, all I know is that it's going to be within the next week. I might need some alcohol or thc to mitigate the survival instinct, but we'll see.

where did u buy zofran?
 
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John434

Student
Feb 6, 2019
120
Mistress,
May you find the peace and tranquility you are looking for on this new journey you are about to embark on, I will miss you but hope all goes well,
Sending my Blessings
john
 
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Mistress Death

Experienced
Dec 9, 2018
290
I have my N. So, it will happen this week/in the next 2-3 days.
 
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meaningisgone

meaningisgone

Student
Feb 17, 2019
112
I wish you the absolute best. Rest well, our hearts are with you.
 
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Kingkelly

Mage
Dec 3, 2018
532
N sweet n. I wish it was cheaper and more accessable
 
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JohnUK

Student
Feb 15, 2019
147
Good luck on your pending journey. Rest easy
 
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Vaughn

Vaughn

Experienced
Feb 21, 2019
227
Ah, you are so lucky to have N, hopefully you get what you want
 
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ForestLove

ForestLove

Jus wanna be a tree
Oct 16, 2018
236
I'm so sorry Life has to come to this end. May you have a gentle and peaceful journey ahead.
 
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Memento Mori

Memento Mori

shambling garbage
Jan 24, 2019
573
thc against SI? how?...alcohol sounds better, benzos/opiates would be best for that, plus it supports the wanted effects

I have my N. So, it will happen this week/in the next 2-3 days.

gz. sounds like you're sure about it, so good luck finding peace
 
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killing me softly

killing me softly

don't wake me, i plan on sleeping in
Dec 28, 2018
171
I have my N. So, it will happen this week/in the next 2-3 days.
confused?? you mentioned your in the midwest of the US which is either Central or Eastern time, depending on the state.

as of 12:30am - US Central / 1:30am - US Eastern you didn't have your N yet and were carrying on a conversation about tracking. now at 2:10 Central / 3:10 Eastern you have it?
 
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Mistress Death

Experienced
Dec 9, 2018
290
confused?? you mentioned your in the midwest of the US which is either Central or Eastern time, depending on the state.

as of 12:30am - US Central / 1:30am - US Eastern you didn't have your N yet and were carrying on a conversation about tracking. now at 2:10 Central / 3:10 Eastern you have it?
I checked my mail last night after my conversation and right before I went to bed and it was there. I had ordered it last week.
 
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Jamba

Jamba

Member
Jan 1, 2019
29
Hi Mistress. Did you get from A? Rest easy darling, happy for you
 
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Mistress Death

Experienced
Dec 9, 2018
290
Are you excited?
Excited, trepidatious, relaxed, a pinch of scared and many more emotions and thoughts but they are flowing nicely.
 
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Mistress Death

Experienced
Dec 9, 2018
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KiraLittleOwl

Lost in transition
Jan 25, 2019
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I wish you to be free from suffering if choose to go through it.
Best of luck!
 
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Vaughn

Vaughn

Experienced
Feb 21, 2019
227
Got a response from the other provider listed in PPHe 2018. So possibly there is hope I can have N, "DD' has a good reputation
 
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SeekingSolace

SeekingSolace

‘The sleep of reason breeds monsters’ -Goya
Jan 28, 2019
139
I hope you find peace. ❤️
 
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Nitromask

Specialist
Feb 18, 2019
324
Got a response from the other provider listed in PPHe 2018. So possibly there is hope I can have N, "DD' has a good reputation
Pretty sure D is a confirmed scammer. I'd stick with A if I were you
 
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color_me_gone

color_me_gone

Sun is rising
Dec 27, 2018
970
@Mistress Death
Sound like you are as well prepared as anyone who has already left:
both SN and N, two anti-e's, stuff to mitigate the taste and suppress you survival instincts.
You have done your homework well, with good planning.

Looks like we will lose another sweet person here on SS ❤️❤️
Good luck to you. I hope all goes well, and you find the peace you need and deserve.
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
I agree with @color_me_gone - your planning is incredible! I hope you feel calm as the end is certainly near for you. I'm jealous, but I hope you make it!
 
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