Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
Mine is to be dead by Summer. What's yours?
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,527
Only one goal for me suicide in 2020!
Finally in 2019 my eyes were opened in 2019 to what reality is now i know what to do.
 
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astro

astro

recovery gang
Dec 19, 2019
89
My main goal is to CTB via N.
 
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snorli

Student
Sep 30, 2019
178
Less talk, more action. Interpret that as you wish.

Also, to be free from holiday stress (that's an easy one to keep for at least 10 months).
 
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not4us

not4us

Experienced
Sep 21, 2019
246
giving up drinking
 
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Morphinekiss

Enlightened
Jun 8, 2019
1,207
Find something that makes me even a little happy. It's not my year to go.
 
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PwincessStepford

PwincessStepford

I wish I were a princess.
Dec 31, 2019
230
lose weight or ctb
 
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realjunes

Warlock
Oct 1, 2019
730
Maybe like in "Sunshine of the Spotless Mind" I could get a memory wipe on my brain's hard drive, to get rid of memories that bother me.
 
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mediocre

trapped here
Nov 9, 2019
1,441
To be dead by the end of January. But it's unlikely because I keep procrastinating and pushing it back. I must still have hope deep down things can improve even though I am in a hopeless situation.
 
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PeaceisallIwishfor

Member
Dec 4, 2019
78
Die lol
 
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Fragile

Fragile

Broken
Jul 7, 2019
1,496
watch some of my favorite movies, play some games that i really enjoy, write the perfect letter, get N and then peacefully die during Spring in a beautiful place.

i have a good feeling about this year's resolutions, first year that i'll actually try my absolute best to accomplish them.
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,361
To be dead before I'm 30.
 
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k75

k75

L'appel du Vide
Jun 27, 2019
2,546
To take my meds consistently. All of them.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
To be dead by the end of January. But it's unlikely because I keep procrastinating and pushing it back. I must still have hope deep down things can improve even though I am in a hopeless situation.
You're like me lol!
 
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gabe

Member
Dec 30, 2019
26
I decided to ctb on thursday, when the chemical store will be open again, then I'll buy my SN and get free.
 
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Life sucks

Visionary
Apr 18, 2018
2,136
Ctb plz
 
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mediocre

trapped here
Nov 9, 2019
1,441
You're like me lol!
It's strange because I am in so much pain 24/7. I sleep most of the time anyway. But I just can't seem to muster the courage to ctb.
 
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brain problems

defective
May 31, 2019
26
Staying sober. :hug:
 
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Moonicide

Moonicide

ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
Nov 19, 2019
802
To ctb by this month.
 
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Eternal Pessimist

Eternal Pessimist

Student
Oct 16, 2019
173
I want to start seriously researching the different ctb methods. I want to be as prepared as possible and leave no room for error if I decide to go through with it in the fall.
 
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maka

maka

this is for you, mi cuervito 𓇢𓆸
Apr 23, 2019
148
Graduate Magna (or Summa) Cum Laude and get into a university of my choice. If that doesn't happen there won't be much of a 2020 for me.
 
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mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
2,307
Finish getting my affairs in complete and perfect order if I can.
 
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RealLifeTamagotchi

RealLifeTamagotchi

memento mori
Dec 15, 2019
29
Learn Chinese, improve my English skills and stop cutting.
 
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Kikoo Loool

Kikoo Loool

Enlightened
Feb 25, 2019
1,128
Meeting irl my ss friend.
 
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puppy9

puppy9

au revoir
Jun 13, 2019
1,238
To be dead by the end of January. But it's unlikely because I keep procrastinating and pushing it back. I must still have hope deep down things can improve even though I am in a hopeless situation.
Are you me? :heart:
 
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voyager

voyager

Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
965
Naturally I'd like to end it this year, too, but I've said it so many times before that I'll just take it as it comes. So, instead my goal will be to quit procrastinating and do the things I have to in order to break the cycle. That means getting my affairs in order and fixing up the house.
 
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TheDevilsAngel

TheDevilsAngel

LetMeFree
Apr 22, 2019
768
To try and care even less about what anyone thinks of me...
 
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Sensei

Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
6,336
To make an honest attempt to stay alive and see if something changes for the better.
 
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Kikoo Loool

Kikoo Loool

Enlightened
Feb 25, 2019
1,128
CTB by SN *after* I have met my SS friend.
 
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