vampira
Member
- Aug 16, 2023
- 7
I don't think this will ever be read, I'm okay with that, but I need to at least know that I tried talking. I am a transgender woman, and I fucking hate every waking moment of it, I hate not feeling right in my body, and I'm catholic, can you fucking imagine that? Catholics already hate themselves enough, and I'm a fucking sinful transvestite who sully's the name of the church I go and am a local pariah. AND I LITERALLY PASS???????? WHY DO YOU HATE ME SO MUCH??? But the crux of this was the fact that I am dating this girl, beautiful wonderful girl, but she ditched our plans to go to a party, no texts, no calls, until 11:50, ohhhh thanks! and the fact she left made me realize I kinda have nothing anymore, I cant take solace in the fact I have a gf, I don't even have a proper body to inhabit, I've got no friends, I don't think there is any reason why I shouldn't put the gun to my mouth and for one time in my life man up and pull the trigger. I know this is stupid to rant about but still, I'm giving it one last attempt to make something of my life before I taste gunpowder and brass.
