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New Year´s Day is the deadliest day of the year
Thread starterNormaJeane
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I'm thinking of CTB before New Years Day. I want the very few people that might be touched by my death to not associate 2022 with any of my pain. Ideally, it would be great for 2022 to be a fresh start and that 2021 was the end of my anguish.
Personally, the prospect of a new year starting all over again and having to repeat the cycle of misery all over again is horrifying. I always dread new year's day.
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ihatemylife, Obliviate, damaged_soul and 7 others
if my stuff arrived earlier than the near-mids of January I'd be part of that statistic too. Fuck I wish I bought my stuff earlier, stupid me didnt bother looking for anything else because I thought the acid + baking soda method would be a guaranteed success
The thought of living another year like this is extremely depressing. I should have left a while ago. It is very dreadful to think about the future, I know that things will get worse for me and I do not want to be there to see it. It seems like I am stuck in an eternal loop of meaningless days. Death is the only way for me to be free from the suffering.
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damaged_soul, back_to_oblivion, IsThisTheEnd? and 1 other person
While I really like New Years Eve the fact that things keep getting worse and worse with each year that passes gives me anxiety. Only this year I went through 2 deaths including the death of someone I really appreciated which is the first time that happened to me. Now the question is, how much worse will it get, what fucked up shit will happen in 2022? This is why I plan for real to ctb on Valentine's Day. I have moments where I start to get so anxious for the future and what might happen that I get afraid to live even one more second. I'm scared to live.
We are heading for New Year´s Day 2023. New Year´s Day is usually the deadliest day of the year - most suicides are committed on this day. The society consists of hyprocrisy - wishing everyone a happy new year when so many people are suffering. People are tormented by wars, injustices and poverty. When people are forced to live longer than they want, when people are forced to live with illness and pain, there will be meaningless suffering. I hate this society of forcing people to live, this society where suicide should be prevented everywhere. People are expected to die from old age, no matter how broken body they have. Let people live their lives when life is good, but when life becomes bad, we should have the right to euthanasia in our homeland. Death is the solution to many problems: diseases, disabilities, pain, loneliness, suffering, poverty and homelessness. There are chronically ill people who write on suicide discussions for years because they don´t dare to commit suicide alone without the help of a physician. Should innocent people suffer for decades only because life expectancy is high? How can people have children in this world of suffering? Why force people to live in a world where we are all going to die? The policy is very bad. Why don´t someone write bad new year instead, because if we live long enough, life will become bad.
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ihatemylife, redeyepiranha, SamTam33 and 3 others
I tried to ctb on New Year's last year as well. I knew that New Year's is deadlier than other days so I thought that if I ctb'd then, in case I had to go to the ER, I would have a lower chance of being saved.
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