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prbreese01

Member
Oct 27, 2021
96
I'm thinking of CTB before New Years Day. I want the very few people that might be touched by my death to not associate 2022 with any of my pain. Ideally, it would be great for 2022 to be a fresh start and that 2021 was the end of my anguish.
 
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back_to_oblivion

Expired
Aug 30, 2021
339
Personally, the prospect of a new year starting all over again and having to repeat the cycle of misery all over again is horrifying. I always dread new year's day.
 
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Rain_Hermit

Rain_Hermit

Member
Dec 12, 2021
37
Living through 365 days of despair and sorrow all over again. The next year will be far more rotten than this one for me I am sure of it.
 
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IsThisTheEnd?

Mange
Aug 6, 2020
585
Christmas day - is just awful for me - all that fakeness.
 
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WilNord

Student
Dec 17, 2021
133
if my stuff arrived earlier than the near-mids of January I'd be part of that statistic too. Fuck I wish I bought my stuff earlier, stupid me didnt bother looking for anything else because I thought the acid + baking soda method would be a guaranteed success
 
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Lari
Oct 28, 2020
45
It's torture to live another year
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,729
The thought of living another year like this is extremely depressing. I should have left a while ago. It is very dreadful to think about the future, I know that things will get worse for me and I do not want to be there to see it. It seems like I am stuck in an eternal loop of meaningless days. Death is the only way for me to be free from the suffering.
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
While I really like New Years Eve the fact that things keep getting worse and worse with each year that passes gives me anxiety. Only this year I went through 2 deaths including the death of someone I really appreciated which is the first time that happened to me. Now the question is, how much worse will it get, what fucked up shit will happen in 2022? This is why I plan for real to ctb on Valentine's Day. I have moments where I start to get so anxious for the future and what might happen that I get afraid to live even one more second. I'm scared to live.
 
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myopybyproxy

flickerbeat \\ gibberish-noise
Dec 18, 2021
864
its just another day. dont see why its so special. every day is the same to me. holidays are a scam. full of insincerity and bullshit.
 
NormaJeane

NormaJeane

Member
Mar 24, 2021
648
There seems to be more traffic here than usual - who commits suicide on New Year´s?
 
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Meaninglessness

Existence is absolutely meaningless
Nov 12, 2022
128
We are heading for New Year´s Day 2023. New Year´s Day is usually the deadliest day of the year - most suicides are committed on this day. The society consists of hyprocrisy - wishing everyone a happy new year when so many people are suffering. People are tormented by wars, injustices and poverty. When people are forced to live longer than they want, when people are forced to live with illness and pain, there will be meaningless suffering. I hate this society of forcing people to live, this society where suicide should be prevented everywhere. People are expected to die from old age, no matter how broken body they have. Let people live their lives when life is good, but when life becomes bad, we should have the right to euthanasia in our homeland. Death is the solution to many problems: diseases, disabilities, pain, loneliness, suffering, poverty and homelessness. There are chronically ill people who write on suicide discussions for years because they don´t dare to commit suicide alone without the help of a physician. Should innocent people suffer for decades only because life expectancy is high? How can people have children in this world of suffering? Why force people to live in a world where we are all going to die? The policy is very bad. Why don´t someone write bad new year instead, because if we live long enough, life will become bad.
 
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damaged_soul

Student
Jul 30, 2022
199
I tried to ctb on New Year's last year as well. I knew that New Year's is deadlier than other days so I thought that if I ctb'd then, in case I had to go to the ER, I would have a lower chance of being saved.
 
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