New user, might CTB next month

[TheDreamisDead]

Lurker here for a while and all that. Already got my materials ready (SN, still need to test it but I've seen another test from my source before so I feel fairly confident. Also don't want to test until the time is nearer so I don't degrade the SN). Will probably CTB next month if all goes well. Or poorly, rather. If I can finish a personal project of mine, my mental health might be boosted long enough to not want to CTB just yet, but it's not looking likely. Anyway, just want to familiarize myself with how posting works since I'd like to spend my last moments here. That will probably be the next time I post.

I plan to go camping so the body is away from people and wrap myself in a tarp for easy clean up. Hopefully the internet will work then.

 

[MidnightDream]

Hey, welcome to the site :) good to have you here, even if not for long

 

[damaged_soul]

Welcome!

 

[TheDreamisDead]

Thank you for the welcome. This forum has been a sanctuary for me in my darkest hours. It helped to see other people here express pains I deeply related to without worrying about a psych hold. Being able to lurk here has probably kept me going longer, but now I just have problems that can't be overcome. Hopefully I can document my exit.

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be a relief having your method planned out so you can just exit this world at a time of your own choosing, those with SN by their side right now are very fortunate. Best of luck.

 

[TheDreamisDead]

It must be a relief having your method planned out so you can just exit this world at a time of your own choosing, those with SN by their side right now are very fortunate. Best of luck.

Thank you. There are still some parts of my method that might not be settled by next month, but having the SN is a huge relief. I was lucky to get it when it was still easy to find in the jungle.

 

[yyytry]

Right on. My personal project that kept me going for a year, just gave out.

I've cut all social media and further isolating myself into oblivion. I got a noose set up and a sturdy spot to hang from. Now I'm building the courage by sinking my heart deep into misery.

 

[esc_saveandquit]

Right on. My personal project that kept me going for a year, just gave out.

I've cut all social media and further isolating myself into oblivion. I got a noose set up and a sturdy spot to hang from. Now I'm building the courage by sinking my heart deep into misery.

Hanging is so far my method of choice I'm leaning towards. Just curious what's your sturdy spot to hang from?

 

[yyytry]

Double bolts through a ceiling beam. Hemp rope, so it doesn't stretch like cotton rope.