Hi it 4.11am in the uk and I can't sleep the dark thoughts I'm having have kept me awake for the past 4 nights.
A bit about me I left my controlling husband 3years ago and couldn't have been happier I found a new partner and everything was great. Then my ex husband convinced my son who was 11 at the time to live with him. He bribed him with expensive gifts and money and eventually alienated me from my sons life.
This had a rolling effect it caused me to have depression I got into debt and everything is losing control.
I've never attempted suicide before but I know how I will do it. I wrote some letters ready. Just waiting for the time to be right. I've had suicidal thoughts before but each time they are getting worse.
Anyway thanks for reading
A bit about me I left my controlling husband 3years ago and couldn't have been happier I found a new partner and everything was great. Then my ex husband convinced my son who was 11 at the time to live with him. He bribed him with expensive gifts and money and eventually alienated me from my sons life.
This had a rolling effect it caused me to have depression I got into debt and everything is losing control.
I've never attempted suicide before but I know how I will do it. I wrote some letters ready. Just waiting for the time to be right. I've had suicidal thoughts before but each time they are getting worse.
Anyway thanks for reading
