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[Unattainable666]

I hate it I woke up this morning. Why? Why can't I die in my sleep? Why do I have to keep living? I can feel myself slipping down the rabbit hole. My mental health is slipping. It's being replaced by anger and hatred. Who am I? I don't know anymore. My mind is being taken over. Soon I will no longer be who I was ... very soon. I've lived too long. I need to go. Plans are in place - no one to leave behind - no emotional ties. what;s holding me back? The fear of failure? I can't fail. I've failed at too much already. this is the most important thing I'll do - I can NOT fail.

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly see waking up to be something so dreadful, it's so cruel how we cannot just choose to permanently escape from all the suffering in our sleep. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans.