Venting Never have a romantic relationship due to chronic pain

[nothinghereforme]

Chronic pain means I can never satisfy a partner without hurting myself.I dont want to get better or learn to cope if pain cant ever be gone I will be
It's in all my body and muscles can't masturbate doctors haven't found out in years
I have no interest in anything else lost all passion for hobbies and everything just try to drug and drink myself to sleep as much as I can afford
Why does my family think rehab will help me when my problem is doctors can't fix my pain, my body is already damaged for good and I can never have the only thing I wanted most nothing interests me I'm a eunuch now I hate myself and the whole world and life especially people who think I should learn to cope with my situation when it's not worth it for their jobs

 

[easypeasy]

Chronic pain means I can never satisfy a partner without hurting myself.I dont want to get better or learn to cope if pain cant ever be gone I will be
It's in all my body and muscles can't masturbate doctors haven't found out in years
I have no interest in anything else lost all passion for hobbies and everything just try to drug and drink myself to sleep as much as I can afford
Why does my family think rehab will help me when my problem is doctors can't fix my pain, my body is already damaged for good and I can never have the only thing I wanted most nothing interests me I'm a eunuch now I hate myself and the whole world and life especially people who think I should learn to cope with my situation when it's not worth it for their jobs

I have chronic pain, also. Can't work. Can't attend social events, funerals, Xmas. Anything. Can't wear shoes. Wasn't my fault. Medical negligence. 2 family family members teased me and said I was a pain druggy which isn't true. I take what I'm told. That was my brother and his wife. She screamed at me. He didn't stop her. Nobody stood up for me. She said worse but I can't repeat it it's too hurtful to re-live. If I could meet with and live with someone who had chronic pain, I'd like that but it's not something you can find easily.