torturedbylife
Enemy of the world
- May 2, 2020
- 130
I'm back on this site because it's like the only decent community on the internet.
I've tried to find some support for when I was down and I made the horrible decision to get that on Reddit. I got it out about my friendlessness, my abusive family, the amount of bullying I had to deal with, the fact that I'm drawn to alcohol. It was awful. People on there really go out of their way to make you feel worse than you were before posting. My experiences and feelings were disregarded because others have it worse and if I'm healthy I shouldn't complain about anything. Others think that I chose this way of life and that it can be solved by being positive. Others asked me why do I need a friend anyway. Wtf, ain't I a human as well? Can't I have the need of belonging somewhere? To talk with someone? Why do you think everyone else has friends? It made me miserable and feeling that I'm bothering for only posting there and venting, but unfortunately this is how some redditors are. Only out there to make themselves feel better and pat each other on their shoulder. Yeah, I'll never go there for help ever again. The comments in suicide and depression subreddits are the same thing repeated over and over again. Don't even get me started on the relationship advice subreddit.
These were my experiences with trying to get help from there. Really toxic.
I've tried to find some support for when I was down and I made the horrible decision to get that on Reddit. I got it out about my friendlessness, my abusive family, the amount of bullying I had to deal with, the fact that I'm drawn to alcohol. It was awful. People on there really go out of their way to make you feel worse than you were before posting. My experiences and feelings were disregarded because others have it worse and if I'm healthy I shouldn't complain about anything. Others think that I chose this way of life and that it can be solved by being positive. Others asked me why do I need a friend anyway. Wtf, ain't I a human as well? Can't I have the need of belonging somewhere? To talk with someone? Why do you think everyone else has friends? It made me miserable and feeling that I'm bothering for only posting there and venting, but unfortunately this is how some redditors are. Only out there to make themselves feel better and pat each other on their shoulder. Yeah, I'll never go there for help ever again. The comments in suicide and depression subreddits are the same thing repeated over and over again. Don't even get me started on the relationship advice subreddit.
These were my experiences with trying to get help from there. Really toxic.