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iDontKnowWhat

iDontKnowWhat

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Oct 12, 2023
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I found a method that the results the same, or similar, to taking Nembutal. the link is below. Comment what you think about this. I know a place here in my country that sells. I already have 12 grams of phenobarbital, but i have to buy more and Morphine Sulfate too. Chloral Hydrate is too expensive here, but Pheno and Morphine give very similar results with alcohol.
The method is, basic:
phenobarbital -> 20 grams
Chloral Hydrate -> 20 grams
Morphine Sulfate -> 3 grams
Alcohol -> 1 or 2 cups (i will drink wine, maybe)


With this method you:

1 - Lost consciousness within 3 to 5 minutes
2 - Go into a coma within 5 to 10 minutes
3 - Die into 60 to 90 minutes
4 - Painless, exactly the same as nembutal

I'm thinking in go into the bathtub and when i loose consciousness I'll drown and die painless and quickly.

See this link. Here are very important instructions:
https://www.nvve.nl/files/5614/6530/8019/George-Eighmey-G104-14-05-2016.pdf
 
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Liminal1

Liminal1

Done with it all
Oct 20, 2023
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I found a method that the results the same, or similar, to taking Nembutal. the link is below. Comment what you think about this. I know a place here in my country that sells. I already have 12 grams of phenobarbital, but i have to buy more and Morphine Sulfate too. Chloral Hydrate is too expensive here, but Pheno and Morphine give very similar results with alcohol.
The method is, basic:
phenobarbital -> 20 grams
Chloral Hydrate -> 20 grams
Morphine Sulfate -> 3 grams
Alcohol -> 1 or 2 cups (i will drink wine, maybe)


With this method you:

1 - Lost consciousness within 3 to 5 minutes
2 - Go into a coma within 5 to 10 minutes
3 - Die into 60 to 90 minutes
4 - Painless, exactly the same as nembutal

I'm thinking in go into the bathtub and when i loose consciousness I'll drown and die painless and quickly.

See this link. Here are very important instructions:
https://www.nvve.nl/files/5614/6530/8019/George-Eighmey-G104-14-05-2016.pdf
Interesting. I had no idea nembutal was so expensive! Where would you get the ingredients?
 
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Nembutal is pricey!

This ingredients i bought in pharmacy.
I called several pharmacies until I found one that sold them without a prescription. I called outlying neighborhoods and small pharmacies where the owners are the salespeople themselves.
 
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doughmixer1982

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Nembutal is pricey!

This ingredients i bought in pharmacy.
I called several pharmacies until I found one that sold them without a prescription. I called outlying neighborhoods and small pharmacies where the owners are the salespeople themselves.
What country are you in?
 
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oneeyed

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Oct 11, 2022
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Lucky you can get them without a prescription, no chance of that here.
 
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iDontKnowWhat

iDontKnowWhat

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Oct 12, 2023
70
What country are you in?
I'm from Brazil.
Lucky you can get them without a prescription, no chance of that here.
Damn dude! Sorry to hear that! Come shop in Brazil; everything is cheap for you here, since our currency is worth 5 times less. These medicines are really cheap here. I bought only Phenobarbital, but I'll check today with the merchant I bought the Phenobarbital one from to see if they also have Morphine. I'll call them in a bit.
 
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ThisIsLife

ThisIsLife

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Feb 3, 2023
371
This ingredients i bought in pharmacy.
I called several pharmacies until I found one that sold them without a prescription.

You bought Morphine sulfate in a pharmacy without a prescription ?
 
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parader

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Apr 15, 2023
112
I'm from Brazil.
você mora em alguma capital? sempre me encheram o saco com receita, eu nem sonhava em conseguir morfina e barbitúricos sem receita
só consegui corticóide uma vez numa cidadezinha pequena e já me senti burlando o sistema
 
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antilife

Student
Sep 11, 2023
100
Thank you for this imput. I'm from Germany and there's no way to get these Unfortunately, not that I would know.
If someone knows how then please let me know.
 
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monebeta2

Member
Oct 15, 2023
20
Thank you for sharing. Is it genuinely possible, to get sort of ctb we want where there is no pain.

Because sometimes after all the hard ship getting to know we can make one ourself, is amazing.

Hope we get confidence to execute.
 
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"I just called the pharmacy. They have Morphine Sulfate 30mg. I ordered it, it arrives tomorrow. What a joy!!! Now just schedule a day and go. I'm not going to do it as soon as it arrives, but I'm going to wait a few months, because I'm already going to kill myself, so I'm gonna go full-on 'screw it' mode and, I don't know, contemplate the world around me in a different way, knowing that soon I won't be here anymore. I'm going to work on my project. If it takes too long, I'll leave, I won't wait long time. I put the date until the end of February at the latest."
você mora em alguma capital? sempre me encheram o saco com receita, eu nem sonhava em conseguir morfina e barbitúricos sem receita
só consegui corticóide uma vez numa cidadezinha pequena e já me senti burlando o sistema
Não moro em capital. Acabei de conseguir a Morfina. Que alegria!
You bought Morphine sulfate in a pharmacy without a prescription ?
Yes
 
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Livingvsdying25

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Dec 8, 2019
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Soooo there's no way I'd be able to get any of thesebat pharmacies here nor can I travel to Brazil. Does anyone know the likelihood of getting these ingredients off the darkweb?
 
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70
Soooo there's no way I'd be able to get any of thesebat pharmacies here nor can I travel to Brazil. Does anyone know the likelihood of getting these ingredients off the darkweb?
Here's my advice: where i live it's hard to get this medications. I had to search and it took me 1 or 2 years. My advice is to call more isolated and small pharmacies, where the sellers are the owners themselves. In the photo of the pharmacy on Google you will see this. It has to be a rural pharmacy, not a clean and very organized one that looks like a clinic. It has to be small and far away. You call and ask, straight-faced, if they sell it without a prescription. Keep calling everyone. You will find it, but it may take time.
 
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Update: Morphine Sulfate arrived! I can't believe that!

I will set the date February 20, 2024. That's the deadline. I can CTB before too, if i want.

I'll try something until then...
 
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smokingfish99

Member
Jul 25, 2023
41
God damn there is no chance I'm getting any of those in the uk, I have sn but the methods are so damn complex. I'm glad you'll be able to go peacefully
 
iDontKnowWhat

iDontKnowWhat

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Oct 12, 2023
70
Sorry about that. I will do this until February 20, 2024 at the latest
 
ThisIsLife

ThisIsLife

Specialist
Feb 3, 2023
371
I had to search and it took me 1 or 2 years. My advice is to call more isolated and small pharmacies, where the sellers are the owners themselves. In the photo of the pharmacy on Google you will see this. It has to be a rural pharmacy, not a clean and very organized one that looks like a clinic. It has to be small and far away. You call and ask, straight-faced, if they sell it without a prescription. Keep calling everyone. You will find it, but it may take time.

That's a little bit strange... I don't see any pharmacist receiving a call from some random guy saying "hi there! would you sell me some morphine without prescription ?" and they'd say "yes"... ?

I find it hard to believe.
 
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iDontKnowWhat

iDontKnowWhat

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Oct 12, 2023
70
Well, i'm not lying!
It was hard to find.
The first pharmacy has already closed. It was difficult to find another one.
 
Heading to Darkness

Heading to Darkness

Member
Oct 29, 2023
85
Very interesting and informative.
Good luck
 
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SuicidalAngel

Member
Nov 1, 2023
11
God damn there is no chance I'm getting any of those in the uk, I have sn but the methods are so damn complex. I'm glad you'll be able to go peacefully
I'm in the UK too and it's a nightmare trying to get those. I am prescribed morphine so that won't be too hard.
 
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Loindelaterre

Member
Oct 31, 2023
12
unfortunately I can't open the link, how are you going to use all these medications? orally or intravenously?
Yes, it is indicated orally.
However, finding these products in Europe seems to be as difficult as finding SN.
 
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iDontKnowWhat

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Oct 12, 2023
70
unfortunately I can't open the link, how are you going to use all these medications? orally or intravenously?
Hello! Orally. It will be this Monday morning 06/11. My heart is racing too much, I feel numb
 
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