Help Needing help getting back on medication - Please read

[TheLastGreySky]

So at one point in my life I suffered a traumatic brain injury and I have not been able to figure out how I was ever in SSI. I know that I have BPD, depression and OCD (zig-zag) and tic syndrome and severe ADHD. And I'm intelligent... But my inability to concentrate and maintain even a simple schedule is making it where I can't hold down a job. I'm in the US btw.

I tried reapplying for Social Security and was denied. When they asked me questions I told them the truth that I don't remember much outside of one of my old doctors and because I am not on speaking terms with my ex wife I don't know how to get back on meds or ssi.

I know this is a super broad question, but I do not know how to get records. I don't know what to say or who to talk to because of the stigma associated with the medication Adderall. But I am a zombie without it and I have tried everything else for over two years.
I also need to be put on my old anti depressant desvaflaxan because Venladaxan causes me heart palpitations and I don't know where to start but I do have health care because of my (now) wife. She doesn't know how to get back on meds either.

Sorry if I sound like an idiot.

 

[ForestGhost]

Sorry if this is not helpful, but are you able to schedule an appointment with a healthcare provider at the moment? It might not be necessary to have old records to get re-prescribed these meds. I only have experience with SSRIs/SNRIs personally, but I know from other people in my life who were prescribed Adderall, the process looked something like going to a doctor, getting a referral to a psych who administered some kind of diagnostic test, then receiving a prescription. The process was more or less the same for me with my medication, too. Having old records would probably help bypass some of these steps, but I think it may still be in reach as long as you have access to a provider and are able to justify the need for the medication based on your current circumstances (which seems very reasonable based on what you've described).

 

[Manaaja]

Have you tried Dextrovin? I'm not sure if they sell it in the US yet since it's a really new thing, but they do use that in Finland, it really helps with ADHD from what I've heard.

 

[TheLastGreySky]

Have you tried Dextrovin? I'm not sure if they sell it in the US yet since it's a really new thing, but they do use that in Finland, it really helps with ADHD from what I've heard.

I've heard about this new thing for people with cptsd but I do not know if that's what you're referring to I definitely have not tried it yet though.