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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
1,270
I'm done, miserable, cannot go on anymore, and absolutely hate my life. I'd like to be gone within next few weeks but am quite worried about si. I'll plan to send automatic texts and emails to family/friends if I can go thru with it. I just cannot live like this anymore.
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
1,069
Me too. I know for sure now that I have reached the bottom of the pit of despair. Putting myself out of my misery is all I think about nowadays.
I think using alcohol is going to be the best way to overcome my survival instinct.
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
1,270
I just wish I would be lucky enough to die peacefully in my sleep but who knows how long b4 someine would find me
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,234
I get that it's so awful feeling trapped in an existence you hate, I hope that you eventually find the freedom that you are searching for, it's certainly very much understandable wanting to finally escape from all the suffering.
 

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