Venting Need to CTB ASAP

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I've been trying to get enough money for SN but nothing ever works, no job will hire me and I can't do things like online surveys for money because that requires an ID I do not have, I've tried to market my art to earn commissions but nobody likes me enough to pay me it seems. My parents think I'm a freeloader because I spent one day sleeping in and now they're gonna be on my back to be "productive" they were supportive of me until I made a choice to move out again for uni and they haven't looked at me the same since. I don't think I can wait long enough to get the money and then wait for SN to deliver, suffering for 45 more days isn't an option anymore; I just need an out.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you eventually find freedom from your suffering, I certainly understand it's so dreadful and torturous being stuck here when you just wish to be gone, I find it so cruel how suicide isn't straightforward.