Help Need to ctb asap

[TheLastK]

Says it in the title. Need to ctb before end of year comes, would prefer a painless method. Don't have time for N or SN to arrive, looked at inert gas but would have to order regulator online which would take too long. No access to guns. hanging myself is not what I'd really like but might have to go for that. Any tips on what I should do? Thanks in advance

 

[MideonNViscera]

Sounds like hanging is your ticket, since you have all of this criteria.

Why does it have to be before the end of the year though? Neither SN nor N (when you can get it) take very long to arrive.

 

[jessisme]

Sounds like hanging is your ticket, since you have all of this criteria.

Why does it have to be before the end of the year though? Neither SN nor N (when you can get it) take very long to arrive.

My SN came from across the country (US) and took less than a week to get here.

 

[FuneralCry]

I guess that with questions like this there are no easy straightforward answers, and I think that all that anyone can really do if they wish to leave is do research into methods to decide what is best for themselves. But I do understand so desperately wishing to leave this world so I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.

 

[evey8112]

i cant take it anymore either i was going to order strong heroine from DW but i know there is a chance i might survive and i cant have that happen so for me its either a AR-15 bullet to the head if i can purchase a gun in my state with an out of state license or jumping from an 10 story building. i am tired of this life i have lived in fear and i will not go out a coward im going to be brave and take myself out. will CTB next month with one of the methods. i cant go through 2023 its too much.

 

[TheLastK]

Sounds like hanging is your ticket, since you have all of this criteria.

Why does it have to be before the end of the year though? Neither SN nor N (when you can get it) take very long to arrive.

I refuse to have 2023 on my gravestone. Yeah I'm thinking hanging as of right now too, but it's scary because I'm worried about fucking it up. Thanks everyone for all the helpful replies

 

[locked*n*loaded]

CO in an enclosed small space. Like a small grill with red/white hot charcoals. It can be dangerous, though, in the sense if you screw it up somehow, and don't end up dying, you can have some serious brain damage. Could end up in worst place than you are now.