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petiterat

petiterat

What could be better than death?
Oct 13, 2024
50
My SN got intercepted. I need to go now.
 
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petiterat

petiterat

What could be better than death?
Oct 13, 2024
50
Thanks.
 
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dexdbxtchthewxtch

dexdbxtchthewxtch

flirting with death 🖤
Dec 31, 2024
66
don't you need too many things from amazon for that?
they said they wanted to do it tonight.
No. Night night method can be achieved with household items. Anything you can ball up and use to apply pressure to the carotids in your neck and tie it there. Works well with partial suspension as your weight will keep the pressure on.
 
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Schizo_turk

Schizo_turk

Member
Jan 17, 2025
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No. Night night method can be achieved with household items. Anything you can ball up and use to apply pressure to the carotids in your neck and tie it there. Works well with partial suspension as your weight will keep the pressure on.
okay, thank you
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,894
I hope that you find the freedom you search for, I understand just wanting a way to be gone, I wish there's the option to just simply cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again, I see so much cruelty in how it's so difficult to be permanently free from this existence with painless ways to cease existing made inaccessible.
 
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petiterat

petiterat

What could be better than death?
Oct 13, 2024
50
No. Night night method can be achieved with household items. Anything you can ball up and use to apply pressure to the carotids in your neck and tie it there. Works well with partial suspension as your weight will keep the pressure on.
What do you recommend I use to do this at home?
 
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dontwakemeup

Warlock
Nov 11, 2024
716
Do you get in trouble for ordering that? What happened? I'm sorry.
 
petiterat

petiterat

What could be better than death?
Oct 13, 2024
50
Do you get in trouble for ordering that? What happened? I'm sorry.
No, I was very lucky haha. I know some people have had welfare checks from the police, but I didn't. I just got a phone call saying that my SN wasn't going to be let into the country.
 
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dontwakemeup

Warlock
Nov 11, 2024
716
No, I was very lucky haha. I know some people have had welfare checks from the police, but I didn't. I just got a phone call saying that my SN wasn't going to be let into the country.
That's terrible. Least you got a call and not the police!
 
petiterat

petiterat

What could be better than death?
Oct 13, 2024
50
That's terrible. Least you got a call and not the police!
Disappointing, but yes, I'm happy that the police didn't get involved. Too nervous to do it all again now though. It's also bloody expensive for it to fail.
 
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dontwakemeup

Warlock
Nov 11, 2024
716
Disappointing, but yes, I'm happy that the police didn't get involved. Too nervous to do it all again now though. It's also bloody expensive for it to fail.
The police should have other things better to worry about than us! It's terrible that we are stuck here.
 
petiterat

petiterat

What could be better than death?
Oct 13, 2024
50
The police should have other things better to worry about than us! It's terrible that we are stuck here.
Baha right. I literally cannot contribute anything to society. I'm hopeless. I don't know why my problem has to become everyone elses.
 
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dontwakemeup

Warlock
Nov 11, 2024
716
Baha right. I literally cannot contribute anything to society. I'm hopeless. I don't know why my problem has to become everyone elses.
The police should focus on the people that want to live forever and let us be lol. This world is a crazy matrix that we are stuck in! We have a few crazy groups in this world. Everyone can't stop dancing. Some people wish to live forever and search their whole life for the fountain of youth. Then we have us, we just want to push the button to end it all, but society say no, "we must stay!" And says who? Why must we be forced here against our will? I'm sick of it😒
 
petiterat

petiterat

What could be better than death?
Oct 13, 2024
50
The police should focus on the people that want to live forever and let us be lol. This world is a crazy matrix that we are stuck in! We have a few crazy groups in this world. Everyone can't stop dancing. Some people wish to live forever and search their whole life for the fountain of youth. Then we have us, we just want to push the button to end it all, but society say no, "we must stay!" And says who? Why must we be forced here against our will? I'm sick of it😒
Oh gosh I know. It def is a trap haha. I think it's so horrible that there are other people out there trying to make us live. Like it's our lives!?

I've tried and failed to see why some want to live forever. Even from a young age I knew that there was no point in being alive. I've always been this tired. No one in my life seems to really realise that.

I'm sorry you're struggling with all of this too, it's really shit.
 
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