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bluuebzrries

bluuebzrries

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I've got a cupboard with a pole going along where I can hang clothes, I am attempting partial suspension sitting down on knees, I don't know what I should use as my ligature, the jogger lace which is 135cm long in length or the tie. Please help soon I need to know.
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imontheloose

imontheloose

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The tie seems like a better choice.
 
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ThatStateOfMind

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Still here. The only thing keeping me alive is pure tiredness, I just can't get out of bed at night to do it.
That's okay. CTB isn't necessarily something you can or should rush. It'll happen when you're ready, and there's no shame in that. My life feels absolutely miserable and it keeps beating me down currently, but I feel too exhausted to plan and even if I did, SI has always been a bitch for me, so I can commiserate.
 
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That's okay. CTB isn't necessarily something you can or should rush. It'll happen when you're ready, and there's no shame in that. My life feels absolutely miserable and it keeps beating me down currently, but I feel too exhausted to plan and even if I did, SI has always been a bitch for me, so I can commiserate.
Thank you, one day we'll find our peace, one day.
 
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